Camren (One Shots)

One Wish

Pre warning it might suck, because I'm rushing and it's 4am 

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Woke up to the same old uh oh

Heartbreak cause I won't let go

Six weeks and I still don't know

Who or where we went wrong 

*Camilas POV*

I don't get how she could do this, I thought what we had was special, I thought that I meant something to her. Why would she do this? Betray me?

She cheated on me. The nerve some people have these days, it'll end up killing them. Hopefully.

Everyone told me she would just break my heart, but I didn't listen to them and look where it ended up to, did she not think I was good for her anymore or something? Well, I guess some people just have high expectations.

Everyday I wake up hoping it's all just a dream, check my phone in hopes of having a cute good morning text from her, but my smile always falters as I remember that we aren't together anymore. I'm so heartbroken, does she realize that now she's cheated on me my walls will go back up? Does she realize she has probably just ruined all of my chances at trusting someone ever again? What an asshole. I guess I don't really know why she cheated on me, I wasn't good enough, she found someone better, she was drunk, she wasn't thinkingof me, but than again, if she wasn't thinking about me, that's a negative, it means I was off her mind, and that means she didn't think I existed. Well, she can suck it. Time will bring the pain.

Lovesick and I feel so uh oh

That's it, gotta let you go

All good but I still don't know

Who or where we went wrong

I miss her, but who wouldn't? It's Lauren Jauregui. I feel like shit, mostly because she made me realize I am shit, and also because it's not everyday you get cheated on. I just can't think about her anymore, I need to get over her, I need to let her go. But, that is easier said than done. 

"Why would she cheat deejay?" I ask my best friend, Dinah Jane, who was the biggest 'Camren' shipper ever, that was until we broke up.

"I don't know chancho, I don't have an answer for that question. Sorry." She sighs, defeated,

"It's okay, I wasn't expecting an answer anymore. I just want to know why she did it, was I not good enough? Am I a piece of shit or something? I mean look at me-" 

"No no no no no, chancho, you are far from a piece of shit, don't ever say that, okay? i think you were perfectly fine, she just couldn't handle a bag of perfect as yourself. She was probably just scared."

"But that doesn't give her a chance to shove her tongue down another persons throat, does it." I quick my eyebrow, she gulps,

"No I guess not, but hey, that bitch is gone, I know you feel terrible, but it's time to get over her! Who needs her! Not you that's for sure. Now come on let's get some ice cream."

"Why didn't I just date you instead deejay,"

"That's what I've been saying this whole time! Now come on, I have some ice cream waiting to be licked" she winks, I cringe, trust her to turn something so innocent, into something sexual. 

1000 hours, 13 minutes

20 seconds, I finally went and did it

It's about time, I finally got over you

Yes it's been that long, but I finally got over her, found myself someone else, I'll see her around occasionally, walking around school clinging on her books, knowing she's lost this battle, she avoids me at all times especially when I'm with Ally, my new girlfriend, and Laurens ex, not a good idea, but she is the most down to earth person and she's perfect for me, that's what everyone else says anyway, except for her. Yes, I will always have feelings for Lauren Jauregui, but that's doesn't mean anything, everyone usually still has feelings for their exes, right? If not, I think something may be wrong. But why should I respect her? When she's cheated on me? She doesn't deserve shit. She walks around school, glancing at me from time to time, one time we made eye contact and she smiles apologetically, whereas I, kind of growled at her like a dog, maybe wasn't the best idea considering she chuckled, couldnt she see I was trying to be serious? Was she blind or something? Honestly I could punch her.

Oh, I wish

I wish you the best, you're freaking useless

If only I had one wish, just one wish

I wish I could go back, I'm so over everything we had

If only I ever had one wish, then I wish

I never met you at all

If only I could go back in time, back to the time she introduced herself to me with that know it all smirk, I would have smacked it off her face, may have been rude, but it would have her off my back. I do wish her the best, I hope she finds someone who sets her right, who stops her from shoving her tongue down others who aren't her significant other. I hope someone ties her down, and she perishes. I hope she feels like she's trapped, I hope karma comes back and bites her in the ass.

I mean, I think she deserves it.

Shortest shittiest, one shot ever, should name it half shot, bud dum tss. Anyway, I'm sure everyone is annoyed because this sucks and it's short, but yeah I'm very tired, and I didn't really want to do this one, but someone recommended it so I did it. I know imdissapointed you, but it's all I have. Hopefully I'll start writing another as soon as I post this one, a better quality and one that actually makes sense! Until then, bye peps ✌🏽💋