Camren (One Shots)

Olly Murs - Dear Darlin'

Camila's POV

When I received the acceptance letter to Juilliard I couldn't believe what I was reading. I was going to Juilliard. I was going to have a career in one thing that I love beyond myself. Music. Even though this was a massive success I couldn't help but feel the doubt rising up within me. Sure I was good enough because I got accepted, but what if I didn't graduate? What if I don't get a career in music?

But there was another thing. My girlfriend. Lauren Jauregui. What was I going to do? While I'm off in New York she's going to be stuck in Miami. Sure there's always going to be the option of having a long distance relationship, but I know Lauren won't be able to handle it. I can, but most probably not her.

We broke up a week before I left to Juilliard, she broke up with me. She said she couldn't handle a long distance relationship, which I understood. With my busy schedule and her trying to find a school to go to, there wasn't much us time. We stayed friends, but we lost contact last year. It's now my last year at Juilliard. I will be graduating this year with Bachelor of Music and Undergraduate Diploma, Voice. So I'm pretty proud of myself. I just wish I could finish this chapter of my life with Lauren. I miss her and I will never stop loving her. I hope when I get back to Miami, actually if I go back to Miami, she'll accept me back with open arms and she'll press a soft kiss to my cheek. But I know that there's like a 0.1/100% chance that will ever happen.

Lauren's POV

Camz and I lost contact last year and I've been so lonely ever since. I'm so glad she's graduating this year so when she comes back I can be hers again. I regret breaking up with my Camz, it was the worst decision I've ever made in my life. You should've seen the tears on her face, it ripped my heart in half. I never want to see tears upon her cheeks ever again.

About right now I'm writing her a letter, I don't know if she'll ever read it, but it's worth the try. And if she does read it I'll be the happiest person that ever walked this earth.

"Dear darlin', please excuse my writing.

I can't stop my hands from shaking

'Cause I'm cold and alone tonight.

I miss you and nothing hurts like no you.

And no one understands what we went through.

It was short. It was sweet. We tried.

"Dear Camz,

I haven't spoken to you in a while.

I just wanted to write this letter to say how much I miss you and that I hope your experience at Juilliard is going very well for you.

I hate how we ended things, and when you come back to Miami I want us to start again. I know you probably don't feel the same way but I know that somewhere in your heart is the same girl I dated three years ago. I hope you think that we can have a second chance at us. I really miss you. And I'm sorry I didn't want to even try long distance. Who knows? Maybe we would still be together if I never broke up with you.

I want to know what you're doing. What classes do you take? Are you dating anybody? Are you coming back to Miami? Any teachers you despise? Have you made any new friends? Do you miss me? Because I miss you. I really do Camz.

We went through so much together, we were each others first love. You were my first everything. If I thought this wouldn't be much of a deal being apart from you, I proved myself wrong. I need you back. I know I sound really desperate. But I am and I don't care that I do. I just want you back.