Chapter 55

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Thank you for 241k and 242k on August 4th, 243k and 244k on August 5th and 245k and 246k on August 6th~❤️

Good morning~~ I'm about to go back to sleep 💀 I fell asleep earlier listening to SBM (I had an AI reading it to me cause I'm too lazy to focus and read it myself 😂) and I just woke up a couple minutes ago. I hope none of y'all were sitting up expecting it an hour ago 💀 cause I was asleep. The only reason I woke up was because my nose got cold. That always wakes me up 😅 I don't know why. My nose is sensitive to the cold and I wake up sometimes just to warm it up.

But anyway, I hope y'all enjoy the chapter. This one is a bit short too, but I swear--

It's gonna be worth it soon.

Cause like, while this one and the past 2 have been short, and I think the next one might be short too, on the bright side, you guys have some normal sized chapters coming one after the other soon. Plus, good content that I know you're gonna be dying to see 🤭

Plus, I think that plenty of interesting things will happen in the shorter chapters that you won't much care (or rather you'll care much more) by the end of it 🤭

Rest assured though that I'm not posting another chapter 😇 go to bed you heathens.

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When school ended, unlike usual, I didn't stay afterwards. Though Beomsun still went with his grandma--so I was left with about two hours to myself.

...

And Chan.

Of course, the alpha was with me. Though he wouldn't be able to stay long, we ended up going to my apartment together after work. We sat on my couch, with...me curled up against him. He had his arm wrapped around me, both of us halfassedly cuddling each other in silence. Neither of us seeming to want to break that silence.

What would we even say...?

I don't want to lose him.

...

...So...

Maybe...being honest with my fears...? Is that the best part for me to start at...?

I chewed on my lip nervously. Thinking for a few moments on what to say, or more specifically, how to word what I wanted to say. And once I'd found it, I struggled with getting it out. Even counting up to three...repeatedly. Telling myself that I would say my fears on three, and...start our talk.

Deep breaths...

Just...do it, Felix.

You can't avoid it.

You don't want to avoid it.

So why are you avoiding it?

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"I'm scared to be with you. But I'm scared to be without you."

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Oh.

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