Strawberry Milk | Felix X Stray Kids

FLASHBACK CHAPTER: Pt. 4

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Randomly writing this before bed, yay~~

I should be sleeping 💀 I stayed up an hour later than I felt like to finish this for you guys. I hope you like it.

Enjoy~~❤️

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Hyunjin is avoiding me again.

And...I'm a bit inclined to believe that he was lying to me before.

On multiple occasions, he pointed turned the other way the moment he saw me. He would walk away in the opposite direction of me even if he was talking to someone. He'd just...leave. And...

It hurt.

I really didn't understand the behavior. I wanted to cry, honestly. He'd been so nice to me before. He even went out of his way to take care of me when we were at that party together, but...now? He's just...avoiding me. And I truly don't understand what I could've done.

Does he see me as a burden?

I get it that...I'm probably not very fun to hang out with, or...talk to, but...

I...have feelings...

And...

They're hurting...

Once again, I could see Hyunjin coming down my way. I noticed him the moment he came out the doors of our college building. He was walking down the dirt path towards the college dorms, head down into his phone as he texted. I sat at a picnic table in the college's courtyard, staring pointedly at him. Waiting to see if he would notice me and turn away.

He's going somewhere. He looks fine, and he seems to have a destination in mind. When he picks up his head, is he going to turn to leave?

...

The moment his head lifted, it's like his gaze was drawn to mine. Instantly, the alpha froze. I locked eyes with him, expecting him to come and talk to me, but...also expecting him to turn and walk away. And...guess what?

He turned and started to speed walk in the direction he'd just came from.

He didn't even try to hide it.

Before I even knew what I was doing, I jumped up from my spot at the picnic table and grabbed my bottle of soda, throwing it as hard as I could in his direction. Followed by a loud scream as tears started running down my angry face.

"You could at least tell me what I did wrong!" I snapped as the bottle hit him in the back of his head. The alpha turned back towards me with wide eyes, dropping them to my shaken up drink at his feet before they went back to my crying face. I sniffled as I glared at him, before I grabbed my bag and took off in the other direction. Trying to cover and wipe away my tears as I ran back towards my dorm.

I already fucking regret that.

Both hitting him and crying in front of him.

God, he probably thinks I'm a needy, emotional bitch. I can totally understand it if he avoids me after what I just did, but...

It doesn't matter. He was already avoiding me.

So you know what? Fuck him.