Cruel Passions Of The Other Woman

|CH19|

•Yazon Koja•
"Koj"

As I stand in the hallway of the luxurious five star hotel we're residing at for my bachelor weekend. Lywis, Dru, Porche, and Nickson all stand beside me as we wait for our room keys. Dru, Porche and Nickson are all my college friends. Dru being a big time producer which causes him to showboat if it isn't his brownskin and hazel eyes that pull these women in it's the way he's flashing his money, Porche is a dentist and the complete opposite of the rest of the guys, he's more on the nerdy side big framed glasses and tall and lanky, he also has a wife back home and has only been with one woman all his life. While Nickson is actually gay, we were surprised when we found out because as far as we've know in college he got laid all the time by some of the baddest women, but let him tell it he was just finding himself. And that lead him right to his boyfriend he stays with back home. We've never judged him for it though, gay, bi, straight, it doesn't matter he's always been Nickson. A great friend to me.

"I got you the best of the best, the presidential suite."  Dru tells me as he returns with our keys. "The rest of y'all got the next best thing."

A smile spreads across my face as I accept the key. "Thanks bro. Was it a lot? You guys know I didn't want to go all out. Don't want Sam worrying."

"Man fuck all that," Lywis brushes away the thought. "This is your weekend."

"Actually," Porche pushes his glasses up on his nose. "Thinking of your future wife this weekend is most important. That's how me and Manda are still married."

"You and Amanda are still married because you haven't been smart enough to try some different pussy." Nickson jokes causing us all to laugh.

"Yeah yeah. Well one of us standing here has been married the longest. And it's me." Porche brags while pointing at his chest.

We all let out a laugh and I lean over dapping him up. "Way to tell these niggas, and I hope me and Sam can make it how y'all making it."

"And you will. I see it." He swears.

"Shit better be," Dru says before taking a small sip. "She ain't never stepped out, never tried no other dick on you? That long fucking the same pussy? No threesomes? Y'all in love for real."

"What an I say?" Porche shrugs. "I was lucky most niggas lucky if they even find love, let alone act right enough to not let it slip away."

I nod my head slowly thinking back to the months ago I made a foolish mistake. It all felt so right in the moment but seeing Key? Traveling away with her? Taking drugs? Us almost kissing? And me remembering how much I wanted us too? None of that was on her. I'm the one to blame, sure she asked me to be there for her but I'm a man. As a real man I should've had more self control, should've kept boundaries, should've respected my fiancé. I even left her at her most vulnerable when she was pregnant, and sure she said her fair share of fucked up shit but I did mine by leaving her. And that's a mistake I'll never make again.

Can't risk losing a good woman trying to be good to another woman.

"We don't gotta worry about Yaz though, he always been smarter than all of us. Never seen him dogging no female out." Nickson vouches.

Me and my brother share a look and I'm thankful for the fact that he doesn't air me out. As much as I want to be honest right now I love the idea of me being perfect, being a good man who has in fact never neglected his woman's feelings. Unfortunately that's not true anymore. Though it's like Lywis said "I didn't fuck her" I still feel like in a way I was emotionally cheating.