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Yazon Koji•
"Koj"

She was silent.

Nothing was said and my heart was all I could hear, pounding out of my chest.

"You're a fucking liar." I call out.

"Yaz." My brother says in a warning tone placing a hand on my back. "Maybe we should go inside."

"No," I shake my head reaching out for her roughly grabbing her arm I yank her towards me. "You're lying right? Joking? That shit is not fucking funny."

"I-I'm not lying." She sobs lowering her head in shame. "It's true I swear."

"Shit." Nick breathes out. "Well at least she told you it's not too soon to-"

"To what? Call off my fucking wedding with the woman I've been with for majority of my life?!" My voice raises and suddenly everyone is taking a step back from me. I hover over Keshay staring down at her. "Call your sister. I want to hear it out of her mouth and I want her to send you the picture."

She shakes her head. "I can't Koj...I can't do that."

"Why can't you?" I question growing more infuriated.

"Because I can't-"

"AND WHY IS THAT?!"

"Because my dad died!" She screams out. "My dad died and I left her. My first time talking to her since I left can't be about some dumb picture."

"Some dumb-" I cut the words I were going to repeat off. Placing my hand on my heart I take a step back. "So it's dumb to you? Some shit that could've changed everything is dumb?"

No one says anything and she continues to silently sob avoiding eye contact with me. I'm sure no one knows what to say. "Why the fuck would you tell me some shit like that Keshay? Why? Why do you feel the need to do this shit to me? Huh?" I reach out for her gripping her arm again so she's forced to look at me.

I wish I didn't know, believe it or not I love Sam so much I would've rather stayed in the dark than have known. In this moment I fault Keshay for the hurt I feel. Why couldn't she just leave it alone? Why couldn't she allow me to get married and be happy? Instead I'm left in confusion, did she truly cheat on me? If so with who? It's even more embarrassing being told this at MY bachelor party in front of all of my friends. Who were just congratulating me on finally marrying the one and only woman I've settled down with. She humiliated me and as much as I hate being upset with her or scaring her I can't control my anger.

I clench my eyes shut as they begin to burn even more as tears brim my eyes. "Shit. Why God why me?" I speak aloud truly unable to understand. I've given my all to Sam, loving her unconditionally. Anything she wants I've given her, never looked another woman's way, never cheated. I even try to blame myself, I did leave her alone to go with Keshay. But if what she says is true then Sam cheated years ago, before I left her alone.

"Maybe you should just call Sam and talk to her." Porche suggests lowly.

"All she'll do is lie." Keshay mutters.

That's my last straw I walk off heading towards the door. I can hear them behind me but I move quickly so I'm away from her sooner. I fear what might leave my lips, the things I might say. I'm trying not to be hurtful in this moment just because I'm hurt but she's making it hard. As I step inside of the elevator I quickly press the button for it to close. Keshay and Lywis speed walking towards it with the rest of the guys in the distance. Luckily it closes before they near it.

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