Cruel Passions Of The Other Woman

|CH42|

•Keshay Oliah•
"Honey"

Saying my husband is giving me the "cold shoulder" would be an understatement.

If what others do when they're upset at someone is cold giving the cold shoulder, O's shoulder is frozen solid. So cold to touch just my finger touching it might cause the ice to cut me. Come to think of it maybe he's not even giving me the cold shoulder, hell he wouldn't even give me a shoulder at all if he had a choice.

I feel bad about what I did. I was wrong, I can't admit that. I cheated. With Jaziel out of all people. And that can't be fixed over night, but the way he's been treating me since? He won't even speak to me directly. He speaks over me, talking to the doctor rather than including me in the conversation. Like on the way here, Miro drove us and my Aunt tagged along. When we pulled up to the hospital I watched as he stepped out slamming his door roughly and walking towards the entrance. Not glancing behind him at all, not opening the door for me as he usually does. I know that his is the start of it, that this is what my pregnancy will be. He'll be by my side but I won't feel his love anymore, won't receive any affection. As much as I try to convince myself that it's fine and I didn't want to return to him in the first place, it hurts. Because I know even if I did want to give him a chance and us start fresh now he would have to forgive me.

And he's not as forgiving as I may be.

"You know you're not innocent." I mutter unsure of whether or not these walls are thin in this hospital room. "Let's not forget the reason why I left is because of what YOU did. This would've never happened if you would've told me the truth Omri." I remind him.

He scoffs at my words. "You know what I'm glad I didn't tell your ass the truth. If I didn't I would've never seen your true colors. All it took was one misunderstanding for you spread your legs to that nigga-"

"Don't disrespect me Omri." I say loud and clear. "I've taken that shit from too many people in this lifetime and I won't take it from you too."

He lets out a low laugh. "You ever think maybe it's not disrespect they're giving you? Maybe it's the damn truth. Start to take it and maybe you can evolve into a better person."

"I swear I can't wait till we get these damn results." I pull out my phone checking the time. "And you better pray I'm pregnant, because if I'm not this the last time we seeing eachother."

He raises an eyebrow in confusion. "Fuck do I got to pray for? I'm not the mothafucka who need help here. YOU do."

"I don't need shit. Okay? If I really was desperate for help I'd have Jaziel playing step dad-" I'm cut off by a small knock on the door and that might've been God himself saving me from my words. Lord knows if I said them O probably would've killed me.

The same doctor who told me I wouldn't be able to conceive walks through the door. It was hard to find him since he switched to a different location. But after talking to Ruby about the situation Omri and Miro thought it would be best to have the same doctor who told me that and who knows my body along with the injuries I have tell me whether or not I'm pregnant. Rather than be difficult I agreed with the idea since it wasn't a bad one.

"Ms. Lewis it's good to see you again-"

"It's Mrs. Oliah now." O interrupts causing me to roll my eyes.

"Oh," the doctors eyes light up. "Mrs Oliah." He repeats. "Congratulations."

"On what?" Me and O say in unison.