MOHABBAT-E-DIWAANGI ( Book 1)

21. confession ✨

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Happy reading yrra's 💗 ✨

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Aadish pov

I had been relentlessly hunting for him, my team working tirelessly day and night for an entire month. Despite our best efforts, he remained elusive. However, in Canada, I held control over everything. One slip-up from Thakur, and he would finally be within my grasp.

After providing my team with the necessary instructions, I headed back to the mansion. Upon my arrival, Rudra and Om informed me that she had reached home safely. A wave of relief washed over me knowing she was secure, but the chase was far from over. Determination burned within me as I prepared for the next move, knowing it was only a matter of time before Thakur made a mistake.

Rudra and Om are like our kids, who are always in between us without marriage. Shadi ka to kuchh pata nahi (there's no certainty about marriage) lekin bachhe jarur paal rahe hain hum (but we are definitely raising kids).

I was in my room after having dinner, working on my laptop. When her photo appeared on my screen, I lost myself in just one glimpse of her. How can I explain to this girl that she is not just someone special to me in this world, but she is my whole world in her tiny miny self?

I love her passion for work. She was always busy working, asking questions, or finding out things she didn't know. Whether it was work or college stuff, she was always occupied. And when she folds her legs while working, she looks like such a cutie. Her presence has become my reason for living.

Today, what I did was something everyone would doubt. Even I wasn't sure if it was really me. Just saying a few words to express my feelings to her made me nervous, anxious, and what not.

And yesterday, I killed ten people without hesitation. In front of her, however, I behave like a mouse.
( And she is your cat) .

I said, while admiring my angel, "meri betu," .

"I was worried, what if she directly denied me to my face? What if she rejected me? agar sidha thapad maar deti to mai kaise jiyuga unke bina . [What if she slaps me straight in the face, how will I live without her?]

I thought to myself while remembering her face while I said to her that mujhe pasand hai vo . ( I like her )

Vo meri Andheri raato ki chandani hai ,vo meri amavasya ki roshani hai .(She is the moonlight of my dark nights, she is the brightness of my new moon nights.")

Kabhi kabhi lgta hai unse jyada mahobbat mujhe unke baalo se hogyi hai ... I thought remembering her tied hairs in bun . Unke baalo ko bndha dekh ye dil bechain ho jata hai jaise unhone apne jhulfo ko nhi balki mere dil ke jajbaato ko band rakha ho .
(Sometimes it feels like I've fallen in love more with her hair than with her herself... I remember her long, flowing hair. Seeing it tied up makes my heart restless, as if she hasn't restrained just her locks, but also the emotions of my heart.)

Na jane kya hai unke khayal lo meh . Jab dekhta hu to lgta hai vo bhi khi se dekh rahi ho mujhe . Aa jate hai aankho meh aansu mere jab vo aankhe churati hai mujse . (The thoughts of her, I don't know what they are. When I look, it feels like she's also watching me from somewhere. Tears come to my eyes when she steals glances from me.)

I said to myself while lost in her eyes in the picture.

Unki khamoshi mujhe uhh rash nhi aayi . Ek pal ko bhi dil ki baat dil meh rahe nahi payi .

Unke andaj se lgta hai vo janti hai mere dil ka haal . Mgr kya ye sach hai khamoshi meh izhar ye mohabbat karti hai hai vo baar baar .

Vo ruthi ruthi si lagti hai magar Mera gunha nhi btati hai . Aaj Jo labo ne sach kahe Diya hai . In kano ko bss unke ha ki talash hai .