6 - Family 🔞

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Diamonds are forever like family and loyalty
Or real rap songs like "C.R.E.A.M." or "My Melody"
Diamonds are forever like my infinite thought
Like respect in the hood that can't be bought 
🎼🎤
- Gang Starr ft. J. Cole


Clay's POV

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Clay's POV

I came straight to my room after breakfast because I felt like I needed more sleep. I don't want to lie, being in his hold the whole night felt right and good, but this week itself drained me. From that long ass flight, to luckily landing a job and moving into a new apartment. It was a lot, but I am not complaining, God has been really good to me. 

Four hours later I lazily opened my eyes, I needed that sleep trust me. My body felt so relaxed against these soft and fluffy sheets. I stayed laid down facing up recalling last night's events. I never thought I'd be one of those girls that fell in love with their bosses. Oops! Did I just say the L word? Okay, it's too soon to call it love but boy makes my heart flutter. 

I wish I could erase that memory of him feeling bad that he voiced out his feelings. At that point my mind went nuts like he had been nothing but kind. He hadn't given me reasons to look at him any oddly. What broke my heart was him thinking I'd reject him because of his daughter. If only he knew about my upbringing, he'd understand why his daughter would never be the reason, not even the Mafia. 

All I wanted to say was, "First of all mister, I love how honest you have been with me and the way you always want to make sure I'm okay," but I couldn't say this to him because I'm a chicken, maybe next time when I'm confident enough to. It's funny that I'm usually a firecracker with others but boy turns me into a mute, only him.  

There was a light knock on the door, Ron came in holding grey sweatpants and a black t-shirt. He threw them on the bed and crawled towards me snuggling closer.

"Hey, are you good?" he asked rubbing my cheek as I nodded and gave him a smile.

"Okay I brought you these to change into for now. My siblings are on their way here, probably spending a night too," he said. 

"Oh, would you be okay with me around? I can go home, I mean I can shower quickly, won't take long," I said, and he shook his head with furrowed eyebrows and got on top of me on his fours hovering above me.

"Hey, you're not going anywhere. I don't want you to go," he said bringing his face towards mine, "Look Clay, I really meant everything I said last night and I'm not backing down on my word, okay? I don't know what to do to prove it to you," he said, still with his eyes on mine. 

I've gone mute again, he kept saying "I need you" over and over, he brought his body down then pulled me into his arms smashing his lips on mine. My first kiss. He kissed me, he gently sucked onto my bottom lip as I did his top, his arms pulling at my waist. I threw my arms around his neck pulling him on to me as the kiss deepened. We broke the kiss; he buried his face on the crook of my neck.

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