distancing

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🥞"akito shinonome"
💫"Tsukasa tenma"
🎧"An shiraishi"
🐹"Kohane azusawa"
☕"Toya aoyagi"

Tsukasa pov

I hafta talk to akito.. face to face.
But what if he's still mad at me??? I can't keep ignoring his message.
I pace back and forward in my room thinking what should I do.
Okay I'll just head over to his house.. and apologize. What should I even say
Come on... I hafta talk to him..
I got out from the house start walking somewhere.
H-hes probably at weekend garage right...

I look through the window to see if he's there or not.. and he was actually there talking to his friends
Alright.. I should say hi or apologize or something..
I stop myself Infront of the door when I hear he's talking.
🥞"Tonight let's focus! I been missing way to many show lately"
🎧".."
🐹"Uhh yeah- but-"
🥞"But what?"
☕"Are you sure you doing alright akito?"
🥞"Yeah I doing better! Come on guys let's just focus about our gig!"
Y'know what I don't think I ready to see him yet- before I had the chance to turn around and leave someone came and push me in
"Oops sorry man"
🐹"Oh tsukasa.."
💫"..."
🥞"Oh good morning tsukasa or afternoon, I don't know I lost track on time haha. Anyways hey toya wanna sing?"
☕"Uh.."
🥞"No..? That fine. An let's go sing!"
🎧".."
🥞".. how about you kohane?"
🐹"E-eh..uhh suree.."
🥞"Alright let's go!"
💫"A-akito."
I try to reach out to Akito but he ignore me and grab kohane hand and went to s
The staging area
...
Didn't know what to do anymore... So I sat down
He's probably mad at me.. I said this a million times already but what should I do.. how can I fix this.. why is he acting like nothing is wrong..
I don't really know what happens when hoshi kidnapped him or how he firgure I was hoshi- maybe I should ask hoshi or something..
Recently hoshi has a mind on its own.. I don't know how but I somehow hafta stop him
But first I hafta apologize to akito.. I'll just wait until he's done singing

A minute later and akito with kohane came back to us
🥞"Great job today shrimp!"
🐹"Oh thanks.- wait s-shrimp??"
Akito went to sit down and take his drink
This seems like the perfect time to talk to him
💫"Uh akito.."
🥞"Hey by the way toya"
💫".."
☕"Yeah?"
🥞"Could you help me out with homework later"
☕"Sure.."
💫"Hey akitoo"
🥞"Can I get some tea?"
🎧"Okay-"
💫"Akito.."
🥞"Oh by the way kohane, have you seen that new album that recently released?"
🐹"Yeah! That was a good song.."
Clearly akito is ignoring me..
🥞"Alright guys let's go we have a show right?"
☕"Yeah we do."
🐹"Mhm we should already get going!"
🎧".."
They all stood up, I hafta to something otherwise I won't get a chance to explain or even apologize
I got up and shouted
💫"AKITO I SORRY!"
everyone was looking at me and I felt a little embarrassed..
Akito didn't said anything until he turn to me and smile back
🥞"Oh don't worry about it!"
💫"..."
Clearly he's lying.. it's not okay.,
🐹"Akito.. are you sure you're okay?"
The room went a little silence until akito spoken again
🥞"I alright guy's!! Don't worry!! Now let's go we'll be late!"
....
..
..
🎧"Cmon guys we should get going!!"
🐹"An.."
☕"Yeah I agree with An, we'll be late"
🐹"Toya.."
💫"Goodluck with the show guys."
I turn away and was about to make my way out of there, I felt my eyes feeling heavy like I about to tear up.. so I better get out of here fast
🥞"Thanks.."
💫"I love you akito.. bye."
🥞".."
I rushed out of the place and headed home while crying.
I just couldn't do anything, it's all my fault.

Akito pov

...
We headed to the live house and we waited for our turn
But no one said a word.
🎧"Hey kohane, toya. Could ya get some snacks?"
🐹"Huh?"
☕"Sure let's go kohane"
🐹"Ohh! Okayy"
Kohane and toya left the place
🎧"So what now?"
🥞"What you mean?"
🎧"What your goal now."
..
.
🥞"I don't know.."
🎧"Huh?"
🥞"I SAID I DON'T KNOW!"
🎧"akito.."
🥞"I HAFTA DO SOMETHING ABOUT ALL OF THIS BUT I DON'T KNOW HOW.. I SOO FUCKING USELESS. I CAN'T EVEN UNDERSTAND WHAT GOING ON RIGHT NOW OR WHAT I EVEN DOING RIGHT NOW... I SOO TIRED AND HURT BUT FOR SOME REASON I JUST DON'T WANT TO SIT DOWN AND REST.. I'll admit it.. I need help."
🎧"akito.."
Toya and kohane walk right in and An didn't get a chance to speak
🐹"We brought some snacks!"
☕"...did something happen?"
🥞"No."
🎧".."
🐹"Oh- I think we supposed to be next"
🥞"Let's go."
I guess I'll keep distancing myself from tsukas- I mean hoshi... For a while.
It's probably the best thing to do.

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Oh he doesn't have his star accessories anymore :C

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Oh he doesn't have his star accessories anymore :C

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