street singer x famous idol! | akikasa | another kind of love

admired from a long time

Trigger warning ⚠️
Mention attempt su!c!de

🥞"akito shinonome"
💫"Tsukasa tenma"

Akito pov

I lay down on my bed looking at the social
I still didn't felt that well ever since that day. But I been distancing myself away from tsukasa and he never came back to weekend garage like he usual does
Oh a message from the group

Nightcore

Akito hate club

Akitonum1HATER
"@everyone you guys won't believe what happens.."

Hamter
"What happened?"

Coffeeeee
"Yeah tell us"

Akitonum1HATER
"You guys remember studio V?"

Aki
"Just spill the beans An"

Akitonum1HATER
"WE GOT A TOUR FOR IT!! 💥🔥🔥🔥🔥"

hamter
"A tour? Like someone will show us around in there??"

Aki
"Kewl but I don't think I'll come along"

Hamter
"It's alright you don't hafta come"

Coffeeeee
"Yeah don't worry I'll send some pictures"

Akitonum1HATER
"The tour is tomorrow! And if you change your mind just come to weekend garage at 2pm"

Aki
"Okay"

After that they just start chatting random thing, I didn't felt like chatting back with them so I close my phone and put it aside
Hm- studio V huh..
Sigh.
I shut my eyes and trys to sleep

🥞"Ena?? Enaa!"
I look around the halls and I couldn't find her
Where is she??
🥞"Enaa?? Enaaa where are you??"
I look inside room to room and there was no one there
Where could she be? And where is everyone at?
How tiring.. I wish I could just go home without her
Ugh.. maybe she in this room?
Wait is this area allowed?
I gently open the door
And I saw a kid standing on a chair trying to tied a rope on the ceiling
The kid look about my age
🥞"Hey kid! What are you doing?"
The kid got startled by me and fall from his chair
??"N-nothing!! Don't worry about it"
Wait a minute..
🥞"W-wait... YOUR THAT KID WHO PERFORM ON THE STAGE YESTERDAY!!"
💫"Haha I guess you found me"
🥞"So why are you trying to kill yourself?"
💫"I- wh- how you know.."
🥞"I not a idiot."
💫"I shoulda known I guess.."
🥞"So uhh why?"
💫"I- I guess i scared.. so I thought maybe.. this could be a way out.."
🥞"Are you kidding me? Of course it's not!! And what are you even scared of?"
💫"Being famous!! sometimes people get stalk, hate and cancelled.. what if something bad happened to me.. I don't want to hurt anyone or lose anyone!! What should I do!"
🥞"Uhh.. don't be famous then?"
💫"I can't.. my family is pretty famous and they wanted me to be famous aswell.."
🥞"Sounds rough.. well do you want to be famous?"
💫"Of course I do!! The problem is what if I get no real fan..I scared"
🥞"Well then can I be your biggest fan then!!"
💫"Huh?"
🥞"If your scared then try to not thinking about it!"
💫"How?"
🥞"Sometimes when people get really famous they eventually stop being scared!!"
💫"But I still a kid"
🥞"You'll be fine trust me!! Because I your number 1 fan!"
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Huh? Oh it's just a dream.. that was strange dream
It almost feel like some sort of memories..
Wait.. have I met tsukasa before- I try to remember more but couldn't
Frick I can't remember
It's was probably a dream. Wait even if that was a dream. Why would I dream that specific moment? Is it like trying to tell me something.. "I your number 1 fan" huh.
Sigh
Suddenly ena start having a tantrum in the her room, it startle me
Ugh not this again
I got up and went to her room
🥞"Hey can you keep it down, some people try to sleep"
🎨"Shut up! And get out of my room!"
🥞"Woah! Your painting.."
Her painting was some kind flower that was cover in black paint.. it seems like she threw the black paint on the painting
🎨"I throwing it away okay! Now leave me alone!"
🥞"Didn't you work hard on that? What happens?"
🎨"I messed up on one line and now it all look bad! And why do you care!"
🥞"Like one small mistake and you decide to ruin it all?"
🎨"Shut up!! You don't understand at all!!"
🥞"Y'know you could've have just erase the little mistake.. like it wasn't a big deal"
🎨"YES IT IS!! PLEASE JUST GET OUT OF MY ROOM, I need to redo all of this"
🥞"Redo?"
🎨"Yeah, are you stupid"
🥞"..."
🎨"Hello?? Are you gonna leave or what"
🥞"I guess maybe I overreacted aswell.."
🎨"Huh?"
🥞"Ah nothing, I leaving I leaving"
I walked out the door and ena slam it shut on my face
I got up back to my room and take my phone

Nightcore

Akito hate club

Akitonum1HATER
"Chat I gonna pull a all nighter🔥🔥🔥"

Hamter
"Don't stay awake for too long"

Aki
"Maybe I'll join you guys on that tour afterall, :happicat:"

Coffeeeee
"Tha nice what make you change your mind?"

Aki
"I guess I excited to meet someone"

(I mean there wasn't really that much attempting su!c!de but there was some concept anyways who wanna see Kid akito and tsukasa!!)