His AVNI~ The saga of true love begins with a mysterious lie

53. Unwanted feelings~

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ADVIKA'S POV

I woke up when I felt someone hot breathing and fanning over my neck. I shivered. I knew how he was.
 
Last night turned into my worst night till now. I never thought I would face something like this.
 
I got a message from an unknown number, and there is everything about him; there are some videos where he is brutally killing men without showing any mercy.
 
Those people were shouting for their lives, and he was cruelly looking at everything in front of his eyes. How can he be so heartless?
 
Did I just get married to a heartless person like him, who didn't even think twice about killing someone?
 
Am I trapped for something? I'm shocked to even think about what I will do now and where I will go now.
 
I don't have a place of my own I'll never face something like this. I loved him without knowing him.
 
I always thought he would never betray me, that he would make me feel guilty to even think that, in this world, you can't trust someone. He proved it.
 
I don't know when I fell asleep last night after crying my heart out and pouring all the pain and sadness. I felt his arms around my waist and the other one under my head.
 
I took a sharp, deep breath and slowly turned my head to face him. I trembled as soon as I saw his forehead.
 
There was dried-out blood on his forehead it looks deep cut there. I gritted my teeth at what he was doing with himself like this.
 
And he didn't even treat that how can he be so careless? I wanted to slap him so hard right now.
 
I closed my eyes, and all the memories again started making it difficult for me to breathe.
 
I don't know what's happening with me I don't want to leave him, but I can't stay with him. I don't know why my brain and heart are telling me different things.
 
I softly touched his forehead, slowly caressing it. I couldn't control myself from saying this sentence again.
 
"Did you ever love me, Sam?" 
 
Looking at him like this makes me feel pain it's like he is torturing himself. Suddenly,  he opened his lashes.
 
I didn't react with surprise or shock he needs to hear this he did this to me.
 
"Avni," 
 
As he whispered, a powerful scent of alcohol overwhelmed my senses. It was evident that he had been drinking the night before. I felt the urge to shout at him, but no words escaped my lips.

Once again, he had broken another promise, adding to the countless ones he had already shattered in just a single day.

He stared blankly at my face, and out of nowhere, he embraced me tightly. I couldn't fathom what had prompted this sudden display of affection.

I remained still, refraining from reciprocating the hug. He buried his face in the curve of my neck, and as his touch enveloped me, I closed my eyes.
 
"What happened with you last night?" I asked I don't know what I sound like, but I want to know what he did to himself.
 
"It's nothing I just met with a small accident," He whispered, I squeeze my eyes he is such a careless person.
 
"You are injured you need treatment right now," I murmured and tried to push him, but he didn't leave me.
 
"Please, sorry, Avni, at least give a-" Before he could complete his sentence, I interpreted.
 
"You don't need to be sorry I already decided what I wanted," I said blankly, looking at his changing expression.
 
"What are you saying, Avni?" He asked, getting panicked a little bit. I never saw him like this before.
 
"Nothing we need to go to the hospital get ready," I said because I can't let him stay like this this will be harmful for him.
 
"I'm not going anywhere until you tell me everything," I signed and smiled bitterly.
 
"How can you even expect me to tell you everything when you haven't even told me about your real self? Is it not unfair for me?" 
 
I finished, and without listening to him, I stood up from the bed and went towards the bathroom.
 
I entered the bathroom and directly stood under it. Soon,  my tears started mixing with the cold water.
 
"Why am I always me? Did I do something to someone? Why do I always get pain in return?" I started sobbing silently while murmuring this.
 
"My father never loved me my mother never loved me I never got any love in my childhood, and now finally I found someone I got his loving family now he is also using me he played with my feelings, why? Just why?," 
 
I sat on the floor and pulled my knees closer to my chest. I hid my face and continued to blame myself for all this.
 
"What makes him do that with me?" 
 
I again asked myself this question. There are so many questions I want to know. What makes him do this? I didn't even belong to a rich family he is the richest man in our country. Why would he need a middle-class girl?