His AVNI~ The saga of true love begins with a mysterious lie

Bonus chapter four

So here is the bonus chapter four, I'm extremely sorry, as some of you already know about my health, but now you'll get the next chapter on Friday as I already wrote the last bonus chapter of this book.

This is so hard for me:)

If you guys want to read the last bonus chapter earlier then you can read it on my Scrollstack page.

SAMRAT'S POV
 
"Sam, I don't want to abort this baby," 
 
She said without taking a pause, My mind completely gets blank at this moment. First I pulled the break and immediately brought my hand on her collarbone to prevent any risk to her.
 
She started flowing freely on her cheeks, making my heart act she doesn't know what her tears do to my heart her each and every thing makes me go crazy.
 
I kept looking at her without realising that I forgot to brink. To be honest, I never thought about kids, and after once she said she wanted to adopt, I was all ready.

It's not like I'm cold-hearted or anything if she wanted to be a mother of an adopted child, I must want to be the best dad in the world.
 
But as soon as I got to know about her pregnancy, my mind completely forgot to work, but I know she never wants this, even maybe I think the same.

I'm not blaming our unborn baby for this this is my mistake to not be careful, but if I keep telling her that I'm guilty or something that will give her even more pain, and right now she needs a good environment around her.

I tried my best to support her, but I know that abortion give her even more pain, and right now she needs a good environment around her, I tried my best to support her, but I know that abortion gives her so much pain.

Somewhere I felt something in my heart when she said those words, but before she told me about her decision, I already decided to talk about it.
 
And I already told the doctor to be extra careful she is my life, and it's true that no one, literally no one, can take her place. It might not be the same for both of us, but for me, she will be the first priority, and seeing her in that unbearable pain will destroy my patience.
 
"Sam, did you hear me?"

Her whisper brought me from my inner thoughts. I rapidly blinked my lashes and looked at her tear-stained face.
 
"Avni, think wisely if you want, then we can wait for a few days or a week no need to rush,"

I calmly said to her, and slowly cupped her face. I wiped out her tears with my thumb, and she placed her hand above my hand.
 
"I really wanted to have this baby I can't do this, Sam this is our child we can't do this,"

She whispered while biting her lip to suppress her sob. I can't explain how painful it is to watch her like this.
 
I immediately started the car and parked it in the corner of the road without wasting time, I gently pulled her on my lap.
 
"Look, this is not about what we cannot do; it's all about what you want with your life and body. Does this make you feel guilty that you are doing this?, Trust me, you are doing great if you feel like this is not something you should think about anyone you should think about yourself only,"

I managed to say this while slowly caressing her waist; she is looking deep into my eyes while pouting her lips. I took a deep breath.
 
She tilted her head and looked here and there; she might feel like someone will see us like this. I exhaled deeply.
 
"No one can see us this is a black glass window,"

I muttered calmly. She looked at me and then lowered her head, her legs resting on either side of my abdomen.
 
"I want to keep our baby, Sam,"

She stated, and this time she is not hesitating. I closed my eyes and pulled her into a hug. She quickly wrapped her arms around my neck and rested her head on my chest.
 
Right now I'm worried about her. I slowly lifted my lashes and looked outside the window. If the doctor said anything about her health, I wouldn't have thought for seconds before actually making decisions.
 
"As we are almost here, I think we should go for the checkup," I said. She cutely nodded. I smiled and took out some tissue to clean her face.
 
We went to the doctor this is our own hospital, so obviously everything is already under my control. The doctor greeted us and took her inside.