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Karis's R (BFB #3)

TW : suicide, descripted gore

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There's no one here today, I guess it's time

It's just me, myself and I

There is no one who can interfere

No one to get in my way here

Karis looking at the sunset sky, on the rooftop, he given up his promise, this school is poisoned with greed, lies, and deceit. All his work has gone to waste, no one is helping him, and Langit betrayed him. In the end, he is all alone again. Hope he carried for his pitiful dream is just a dream that never be fulfilled.

Karis tried to push his legs out to the rooftop fence but he was scared again and panicked. Ever since he saw Inok jump from the school rooftop, he was still scared of heights despite his wanting to overcome them.

He sighed, 'Guess... I have to do it another way then again... Pak Yoo can cover this easily like other suicide cases in this goddamn school' He thought to himself, clenched his hands.

He leaves the rooftop and goes to his classroom, looking at his table and Inok's table makes him want to cry but he can't, not now. He put a white chrysanthemum on Inok's desk and for himself, putting white orchid, and pink carnation on his desk.

Why is he doing this, you ask? He planning to apologize while he is already planning his death. And no one can stop him even Pak Yoo, he gonna make his death very visible and no one can cover it up since everyone gonna see it, he might be crazy doing this but... for Inok, no one knows his death, only Karis know his death then Karis going to do the opposite.

He remembers a suicide attempt by a protagonist of Kamen Rider's Ex-Aid, and finally, he knows how to end his life while everyone gonna know about it. Of course, he says his last goodbye to his father so he doesn't worry too much and explains what is going on.

Taking off my yellow cardigan

Karis put his jacket on his chair and left it there and then left the classroom. Langit just saw Karis leave the classroom and then look at his desks. He feels something is off and feels something bad that gonna be his biggest regret.

"W-Wait, Karis!..." Langit said, panicked. As Langit tried to reach him, Karis disappeared out of nowhere like he didn't recognize him.

Watching my braids all come undone

Karis put his pink butterfly hairclip on the bench in the school garden, then Medi approached him, "...You still going after Klara despite my warning"

Karis acts like he doesn't hear him and goes to the school gate.

"Wha?!.. Hey!" Medi tried to follow him, but Karis was too fast while he was just walking like he was not in a hurry.

Klara and Alana saw Medi chasing Karis and followed him too cause they wondered what going on, and why Medi suddenly chasing Karis. Adrian saw them chasing Karis and followed them too.

This petite girl, short as can be

Karis arrived at 'Jeje and Friends' hangout, the bus stop.

"..Hey, you are not allowed here," Jeje said, hissing at him. He is still mad that Karis still bothering him despite 5 days ago, he just woke up from a coma.

"..The bus stop is not owned by anyone, i guess you are still stupid," Karis said, snickering a bit with his monotone voice. He doesn't care anymore. He couldn't care less about them when he was about to die anyway. 

Suddenly there huge rain comes, Karis takes his shoes off and puts them on the ground.

"You still play in the rain? You are so childish, Karis" Niko said, chuckled.

"Why not~" That made them confused and bewildered by the sudden nicer and playful tone.

Is gonna jump now and be free

Then suddenly a huge truck came by and Karis just jumped at it like he waiting for it all this time. He smiles smugly at Jeje before he gets hit by the truck.

Alana and Klara gasped and went after Karis's body. Langit just stands there, horrified. Medi just stood there shocked, didn't know what to think.

"Ris!.. Ris! You better wake up right now! You better freaking wake up, I swear to god!" Alana shook Karis's body, crying. She thinks this is all a bad dream. Karis's head bursting with blood made his pink-shaded hair red, his right hand crooked. His head looks like a huge chunk of it missing, his head remains is on the road near him. His whole body was drenched with his blood. 

Langit saw Karis's dead body and how bad it was made him puke to the ground. He knows that Karis's body gonna haunted him forever and remind him of his deepest regret.

Klara put her hands on her face and cried hard, 'How did this happen?...'.

Adrian immediately goes unconscious when he sees the dead body, the road now has a huge pool of Karis's blood.

Niko feels a lot of deja vu and suddenly huge tears come out of his eyes even though he doesn't know why.

Kai doesn't know what to think, he is so confused and terrified. Why does Karis do this in front of them? He puked after he saw how bad Karis's head was.

Jeje and Kai got a bit splattered by Karis's blood on their clothes. Jeje looks at his bloody hands, his hands are shaking. He feels like a murderer. When Karis smiles at him, he knows that Karis punishes him this way so he can feel regret and it's working. He started to cry, he stared at Karis's bloody shoes and got some of his blood. He thinks this is why Karis leaving them. Such a cruel thing he does to his classmates, everyone witnessing his leaving permanently.

Karis's pink shaded hair now dyed red by the blood, never be pink again.

His broken phone shows a lot of messages from his father but never be answered again cause Karis is dead. Never awake again. 

People on the streets panicked left and right, Pak Yoo on near wall grit his teeth. He can't cover this up when his suicide is right in front other people. Poor Pak Yoo, this is what he want in the end. 

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This story is where Karis given up but he doesn't want his death covered, he want a trace of he being lived remembered by everyone. Karis bit crazy here cause no one can be still sane/okay, doing this alone for a long time. for Ex-aid suicide attempt is from Ex-Aid Novel

Here the synopsis of novel if you want to read it. I headcanon Karis watching Kamen rider and is a fan so he read the novel too, its tragic novel. He got traumatized by the novel lol 

https://lelola.tumblr.com/post/184393757644/the-ex-aid-novel-and-emus-hidden-character-arc

Flowers meaning White chrysanthemum : grief, loyaltyPink carnation : sincerityWhite orchid : I am sorryButterfly symbolism for the hairclip : rebirth, Karis feel like a corpse since butterflies eat corpse

I don't know if this projection or not but its more on... Jeje sadar diri lmao

My R kan berarti Reflections, disini tujuan Karis selain bundir, dia mau kematiannya diketahui dan membuat mereka terpaksa sadar diri