Tw : suicidal thoughts
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It's been weeks since Inok 'died' and Niko joined the class as the new student. I actually got better grades like really good grades than last year with my old school. But, it doesn't help me with the situation of this school system and Pak Yoo being shitty.
I kinda repressed all of my feelings so I didn't get hurt by Niko's hurtful insults cause he wore the same face as my best friend. But still, it really hurts me that even me doesn't understand why it hurts so much.
I think Bintang and Langit are worried about me but they didn't confront me about it so it's fine for me, I don't want their pity after all. I am such a worthless, insignificant human who can't do anything right.
Unfortunately, I didn't make any progress to try to find evidence and it sucked. How long can I keep doing this alone?
Why do you have to leave me, Inok?!
No one tried to help me to avenge you and expose this horrid school.
Maybe...maybe, I should disappear too.
No one realized that Karis silently cried in the class, making his notebook wet. His eyes darkened and turned lifeless. He thinks that his whole plan to expose the school is just a fantasy, an escape for the whole time.
Everything to him is now monochrome, with no colors in sight. Everything feels empty. He tried to be happy after all this like nothing happened but it just hurt him more than he realized. It's not worth it anymore to live like this.
This is not the present that Karis wants to live in anymore. It's just not worth the pain. There is no future in sight for him.
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