Sad Guys // mgc [ON HOLD]

Three // Sorry

Chapter: Three // Sorry

-Michael's POV-

My fault.

All my fault.

It was my fault that you got murdered.
All because I didn't give up my habits.

You died because of me.

I can't believe it's been a week now.

It feels like it's been forever.

I miss you.

I hope you miss me too.

I will kill that bastard.

Why did he have to kill you?

Or was it a she?

We never found out why or how you got murdered.

But I know it's because of me.

It's always because of me.

I still haven't given up my habits.

I'm sorry.

I know you're disappointed at me.

Everyone is.

I'm sorry I got into drugs.

I'm sorry I got into fights.

I'm sorry for making you a victim.

I'm sorry.

I'll find him for you.

I promise I will.

For you.

I'll kill him.

Or not.

Probably not.

I still miss you.

Today I got into a fight with Ashton.

You loved him, right?

Well I know for sure he loved you.

He says I did it.

He says I killed you.

I don't remember killing you.

Did I kill you?

I'm sorry for killing you.

Even if I didn't, I still am sorry.

Sorry for not being good enough.

Sorry for not being there for you.

Sorry for not protecting you.

Sorry for not breaking my habits.

Sorry.