𝖲𝗎𝗀𝖺𝗋𝗁𝗂𝗅𝗅
𝟪：𝟥𝟢 𝗉𝗆
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Solai has just came from a long dinner with her family her boyfriend , dudey had been acting real clingy lately always up under her some way he would always be hugging on her laid up on her or touching her at the moment he was begging her to lay with him but she refused because she wanted to shower first she walked to the bathroom taking off her heels as she walked into his bathroom
He watched her walk into the bathroom sitting up on his bed looking at the bathroom door as she closed it she removed her dress getting into the shower running her whole body under the shower her feet was killing her and she hated wearing heels but she had too because she went to a funeral she thought it didn't bother her too much because it was a cousin she fell out with but it bothered her a lot because they grew up together and fell out over something so dumb and she knew she could've reached out regardless of what was going on
The water ran down her hair and over her face as she was deep in her thought tears falling down slightly but she wiped her face washing her body thinking about her boyfriend while trying to clear her mind she turned the shower off after washing her body and wrapped the towel around her body feelings the cold breeze once she got out she opened the door walking back into his room he eyed her top to bottom his gaze lingering on her body specially her hips and legs
"Damn" he mumbled under his breath
She walked over to the dresser grabbing one of his shirts and her undergarments
"Bout time" he joked sitting on the edge of the bed
She took the towel off and put on her underwear and bra throwing one of his shirts on top she pulled her semi wet hair into a puff she heard him chuckling causing her to look over at him
"You look good in my clothes" he said looking her up and down as she stood there wearing his shirt
He stood up from the bed and walked over to her one of his hands immediately went to rest on her hip and the raising her chin to look at him dudey noticed her eyes were red and his expression changed to a look of concern and worry he gently cupped her face
"Woah you good?" he asked speaking softer then usual
"Yea im alright"she said
"You sure? You don't look good" he said looking closer at her eyes realizing they were watery
She nodded
"You're eyes are red have you been crying" he asked
"No" she said her voice cracking
"Don't lie to me" he said
She busted out in tears crying she couldn't believe she was crying it was her fault they were so distant and even fell out in the first place he picked her up and she wrapped her legs around his waist crying on his shoulder he sat down rubbing her back
"Tell me what's wrong" he said In a low voice , but serious
She sniffled before looking up at him he was still holding her tight as his eyes met hers he stayed silent gently rubbing her back as he waited for her to speak his face still looking worried
"My cousins funeral was today I feel like it's my fault we were so distant and I never checked up on her and I didn't know what she was going through that's where I was when you texted me" she said her eyes watering up again
His expression saddened when she told him what was wrong he didn't speak for a few moments instead her just listened to her
"That's not your fault you can't blame yourself for that"he said in a low tone
"But it is my fault tho if I would've put my pride to the side and check up on her maybe she'd still be here"she said in a hushed tone
He felt his chest tighten as he heard her speak he didn't like the fact she was blaming herself for what happened
"It's not your fault even if you would've check up on her maybe whatever she had going on that wouldn't have changed you can't blame yourself it's not your fault your one person you can't save everybody" he said
She stayed silent he kept rubbing her back he laid back having her lay on his chest he ran his hand on her back as she laid there silently only making noise to sniffle every so often he wasn't good at comforting people but he tried because he loved her he heard the sniffling stop and looked down and seen her asleep he pulled the blanket over them and he closed his eyes going to sleep
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