My friends all love me so dearly. Why do I do dumb things to make them think I'm upset with them? They've done nothing wrong to me at all. And yet I'm sitting in silence. I don't know why.. I feel like I ruined a really good night because I cant communicate like a fucking adult should be able to. I hate myself for that. So much. We were having so much fun. Then here I come to ruin it with my poor, shitty asshole attitude. None of them deserved that. Not a single bit of it. I love them all dearly, and they feel the same, I believe.
I hope this doesn't push them away...
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A Downward Spiral
PoetryA series of writings from my head that you can probably relate to. I promise I'm okay...... maybe not....
