When will you finally feel like you are enough? When will you finally feelwanted? When will the sadness leave your body? Who will fill the void. Father died just before christmas. You despise the entire holiday now. Are you living to his expectexpectations? Who will reach out to you when she is asleep? You have nothing left to hold on to. What is the point in reaching for anything if there is nothing there? Where are the hugs? The your gonna be okays? The little smiles that say I'm here for you? Nothing. You get nothing. Nothing is left. Nothing. Nothing...
When will you wake up from this nightmare? When will someone understand? Why doesnt anyone understand? Does anyone care? Does anyone see the want to dissapear in your eyes everyday? The want to be something more then this world could hold? Being of something so amazing that you have to leave this world to be the best of it. Maybe... maybe that's the answer. To dissapear. Leave. Remove yourself. If the issue for yourself is you, then surely to fix the problem, remove the problem.
Is there hope yet? Hope that someone grabs your hand and brings you back down to earth. You've been in the clouds for so long, that your lightheaded. Everything is a blur. Your not sure where you are. You need guidance. A hand to hold in this journey called life. Maybe. Maybe. Maybe someone. Someone. Someday. Somewhere. Somehow. Some way will save you from this never-ending cycle of insanity. Would you be missed? Who would show up? Who would cry? Who would cry? Who? Surely theres nothing left. Perhaps you are greater then this world, and the answer is to leave. Maybe your not enough for this world, and the answer is to leave. The answer is to leave. The answer. Leaving... No goodbyes. No see you soons. No good lucks. No send offs. Just one time. Then dissapear. Dissapear. Dissapear....
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A Downward Spiral
PoetryA series of writings from my head that you can probably relate to. I promise I'm okay...... maybe not....
