Four lives tangled up with each other. Their messed up destinies pushed them in a pit of darkness all of a sudden. The happiness that once painted their lives was nowhere in sight.
Things went downhill within the clutches of a fateful night. The te...
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T.W. - Slight mention of self harm
"Jimin." Yoongi lovingly whispered. His arms snaked around the younger's petite frame while his head rested on his shoulder. "Stop crying please. I can't see you like this anymore. Please baby. You've been crying for so long. You'll get sick this way."
"Y....Yoon......" Jimin heavily sniffled. He just couldn't stop those damned tears. He just couldn't stop this feeling of guilt gnawing at him ever since the revelation back at the studio.
"I.....I don't kno....know what happened to me. I was really he.....heartbroken. It was not like I didn't tr...trust you but you were not giv....giving me any expla......nations. And then.....then I got to know that the b....baby was yours so I just went cra....crazy. I'm so sorry. I really was not think........."
"Nothing was your fault. I would have reacted even worse if I was in your place. How do you expect yourself to have trusted me when I couldn't give you any explanation for my actions?"
"Bu.....but I saw how hurt you looked and still......."
"And you went out of the way to know more about that night. You and Jungkook thought about giving us a chance even when there was a ninety percent probability of not having any hopes in this situation. You still did."
Jimin shook his head, turning around swiftly. His eyes were red and he looked exhausted. Mentally and physically both. "I wouldn't have done anything if Jungkook had not come up with that idea. I was planning......I was planning a revenge from you and Tae. I was planning to hurt......."
"Who are you trying to fool baby." Yoongi intervened him. Then proceeding to place a chaste kiss on the omega's forehead. "We all know that you can't even hurt a fly. You might have said all those things in the heat of the moment but I know that you can never hurt anyone. Except yourself."
Jimin gulped. He looked away as soon as those words left the elder's mouth. He couldn't look at him. How could he when he knew how right his mate was?
"Jimin. You did it, didn't you?"
That question hung heavily in the air. The tension so thick that it almost took their breath away.
"I......I......." Jimin was out of words but Yoongi knew better. So taking in a deep breath he pulled the boy towards the bed and gently sat him down. "Let me see." He mumbled and pulled his sleeves up. The view that came up next, not a pleasant sight at all.
Because there on Jimin's arms laid cuts, deep and painful. Some old and some new. The skin had turned red from all the assault it had to face and the wrists appreared to be so delicate that one touch could break them apart.
"I'm sorry."
That was all the omega could muster out. He had no idea how to explain himself.
"What were you feeling minnie?" Yoongi asked instead. His hand very softly grazing over the agonising wounds. "There's nothing to be sorry about. I know you were going through a lot. I know that you were in pain but please tell me what you exactly felt. I have to know. Hmm."
His voice was filled with desperation. An urge to know what the other was going through in the past few months. Something that brought out another set of tears from the younger's orbs.
"I.....I was so lonely, Yoon. Everything felt so painful and terrorising. Every moment I could not stop thinking about that scene. There was this constant question in my mind - Where did I go wrong? What did I do to have him run away from me? Was I really not enough?
The voices inside my head were taunting me for being useless and unwanted. I felt so bad about myself. You and Taehyung both were not there for me and I was absolutely terrified about that situation. It was very painful Yoon.
My heart kept squeezing with the agony so I thought that doing this might distract me from the actual pain. I know that I was wrong but that was the only way I could keep being sane. Although I swear I really didn't wish to keep doing this to myself.
That is exactly why I decided to hate you and Tae instead. I didn't want to hate myself Yoon. I didn't want to do something to my own self and regret it forever. I'm really sorry for being so cruel to you both but that was the only thing I could do in that moment."
Yoongi shook his head. "You have been so strong my love. I can never be angry at you. Taehyung can never hate you. We both love you more than you can even think about." He caressed the omega's wet cheeks, staring into his eyes with nothing but pure compassion. "I will forever be on your side."
Sensing the intensity of the alpha's stare, Jimin felt a warm feeling spread throughout his body. Finally, he was where his heart wished to be. After five agonising months he was back in his home. He was finally where he was meant to be.
"I love you. I love you more than life." He whimpered and that was all Yoongi needed to erase the remaining distance between them. Like a man starving for water he joined his lips to Jimin's. Both humming with pure joy on experiencing the taste of love again.
The moment turned more heated as Jimin fell on his back with Yoongi hovering over him. Their lips not leaving each other for even a second. It was only when Jimin patted Yoongi's shoulder that he pulled away. His eyes shining with an unsaid feeling.
"I missed you. I missed you like crazy." Yoongi whispered. His each word holding utmost sincerity. "In these past few months I've realised that I'm nothing without you. I was barely living Jimin. I hope you will stay with me forever and........
give me a chance to live my life again."
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Here is your update guys. Just a few more chapters left.
Also, did you guys check out the prologue of 'Under the gleaming sky'? How did you like it? I hope you'll give it a go after this one.
