I wanna disappear
Not only physically but Mentally spiritually and emotionally too
I wanna be unavailable
Absent, unreachable
A new page in my book where I am the only main character, where the world spin at my axiz
I want a life of talking to strangers of smiling at my favorite song or even dancing to it.
I wanna feel like I own my own story again.
Like I determine who is allowed into my life
I want freedom
I want to be able to hate
To love
To be loved
To appreciate and be appreciated
To laugh
To hurt and to cry
To lie and tell the truth
To forgive and be forgiven
To be at fault
I want to live
I want to be like a normal human being again
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