Dear Diary
It really has been a long time since I last ranted to you. If you are wondering, no I did not get better. Instead life has been such a bitch such that the little time I have to myself I spend it on sleeping. Also I still listen to music but John legend isn't my favorite anymore. I came across different artists and genres and ended up having a messed up playlist. I like it tho.
Dear diary, I still can't sleep early at night. And the horrendous nightmares aren't gone, yet. I lost hope in trying to be better but instead tried to embrace myself as I am. It has been a turmoil. Realizing that I have alot more I struggle with than a normal human being and trying to accept it
All in all. I have found a little peace to hold on to. A little light at this tunnel. And it feels good to have the little hope in me.
Yours Faithfully
Moi
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