Our Invisible String (Complete Version)

23 (Taylors Version)

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I pumped while Travis went to get some wood and God, I wished I could have watched while h did so because when he came back in, his arms filled with timber and the fabric of his flannel spanning over his large muscled arms, I could have jumped him right then and there.

He must have noticed my attempt of undressing him with my eyes because he put the lumber down and walked towards me slowly, his heavy boots only adding to this sexy lumberjack vibe.

God how attractive this man was, so manly, so kind, so mine. I was his girlfriend; he was my boyfriend and God I hoped he was going to be the father of my future children even if we didn't know if I was pregnant yet, I didn't plan on letting him off the hook any time soon. We were only 20 after all, plenty of time for him to knock me up as often as he pleased.

"What's got you looking like you're about to rip off all your clothes and mine and jump me?" he chuckled stepping out of his boots so he wouldn't get snow on the rug before stepping closer to me, and putting his hands on my hips, pulling me closer.

I was still pumping and I could feel his hands slowly move upwards and caress the sides of my breasts gently, stroking the soft skin with the tip of his big thumb. Yes, my breasts were really sensitive but God, I wanted him to suck the life out of them if he desired to.

"I just know you can take care of me, that's fucking attractive" I grinned and bit my lip hard.

"Oh, and in which way?" he asked and pushed himself over me until I was propped up by my elbows and his face was just an inch from his. His eyes were so incredibly green, shining just like the most beautiful, precious emeralds and God all I wanted was to sink into them and never have to resurface again.

"In all of them. Sexually, in comfort, financially, maybe even as a coparent" the last one I whispered nervously. Even if I wasn't pregnant, I wanted him to meet Abby. She would love him and I just knew it.

I actually missed her quite a lot. She was going to turn one soon and i couldn't believe it had almost been a year since I became a mother. I wanted Travis to meet her so badly. I know it was crazy but he was the one for me. I just knew it.

"Your mind is wandering Princess, penny for your thoughts" he grinned. I nodded and smiled reaching out for him. His grin widened into a smile and he got onto the bed fully, pulling me into his side, careful not to pull off the pump.

"I'm just thinking about the past year, it's been crazy being a mom but I love it and her so much" I explained, playing with the buttons of his shirt, then his large fingers.

Travis smiled at me and moved to kiss my cheek which made my cheeks redden yet again. But then he stopped.

"Wait. A year? That would mean you got pregnant right after high school"

I nodded slowly, realizing he had had no idea how old my daughter actually was. He hadn't pried and I hadn't shared since I had been too busy trying to jump him which well I did.

"Okay so how about you tell me the story of Abby? How you found out you were pregnant to now and after I will tell you whatever you wanna know about my life"

My eyes widened and my mouth was far agape, speechless. He actually wanted to hear about her. Wanted to know her. God how I wished I had given him a chance sooner than this.

"Okay uhm so you remember Lucas Till?"

Travis though for a moment before looking at me with widened eyes. "You mean that little prick that always thought the sun and stars revolve around him just because he like read every book in the library?"

I nodded as I watched his eyes widen even further.

"No way"

"Yes way"

"But he's- he was like a loser and you-"

"I was a loser back then too Travis" I reminded him.

"Not like that. You never were one, nerd yes, little cute dork? Maybe, but he's another level of weird. There is no way in freaking hell he managed to land someone like you" while saying that he ran his thumb over my cheek so delicately i knew exactly what he meant and in retrospective I had realized why I got this reaction from him but back then everything was different.

"He was sweet to me and I felt like someone really wanted to get to know me. He made all those promises of getting me out of there. Promised me we'd go to the big city and I could become a singer."

Travis leant in to kiss my temple "you never know beautiful; dreams shouldn't die but i can reassure you he will if he ever tries to take you away from me"

I giggled and rolled my eyes before continuing "But a month before college we went to a party, kind of like a class reunion, I think even you and your asshole- and your friends were there. We were really, really drunk and forgot we had no condoms with us and he never got around to getting me the plan b pill."

"Jackass" Travis grumbled and pulled me closer kissing my cheek but nodding for me to continue.

"Well just the day before college I found out I was pregnant, freaked out and called him. I was crying so hard; I was so incredibly scared and he hung up and that's the last thing I ever heard of him."

Travis growled lowly. "Are you fucking kidding me?"

"no now shut up and let me talk" I giggled and ruffled his short hair.

He grinned sheepishly and nodded gently resting his head on my shoulder.

"Well, he had left and obviously I couldn't go off to college while pregnant and... Even though she wasn't quite planned, I immediately felt attached to my little girl. I felt all alone except for my mom and she was there with me.

And then mom found me this job as a music teacher at our own high school. Honestly, I didn't want to take it, I thought a long time but I couldn't just let my mom pull all our weight so I went back to where I never wanted to return to.

I honestly quite came to like it, the kids are great as you know, i get to do music every day and after all I have a steady income. It's the most logical way to go. To secure a better future of Abby.

The pregnancy wasn't easy, I tried to get through it by myself but after I was checked into the hospital because ii hadn't eaten enough for days and collapsed, I started to ask for help.

Honest I think Abby saved me. If it hadn't been for her, I would probably have ended somewhere starving myself to death in order to get a career and even if it was just for my looks.

I started asking for help and my mom was there. I started to eat healthily, though it took me longer than id now like to admit. I needed to protect Abby at all cost. When the doctor told me her gender I was immediately settled on her name.

I had a friend, my best friend, who passed away in middle school and that's what I named her after. I always promised Abby we would go through good and bad together and it made me hope, it made me believe in a better future.

I taught until my doctor told me I had to get on bedrest and shortly after there she was. My Christmas miracle. She was 3 weeks early and she was so teeny tiny but she was perfectly healthy and made every aspect I was so scared of disappear.

Whatever problems there could be, I knew for her I would attack any dragon ever. Id slay them all to keep her safe. And God I have no idea how I deserved her. She's so good to me honestly. Shes so happy, always smiling. She can even talk, well kinda"

I pulled out my phone and scrolled through the gallery wanting to show him a clip but noticed he was staring off.

"Travis?"

No reaction "Travis everything okay?"