"𝑰𝒇 𝑰 𝒕𝒆𝒍𝒍 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒃𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒎𝒚 𝒔𝒆𝒄𝒓𝒆𝒕, 𝒚𝒐𝒖'𝒍𝒍 𝒏𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒌 𝒎𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒂𝒎𝒆 𝒘𝒂𝒚 𝒂𝒈𝒂𝒊𝒏"
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"Why do you avoid meeting my eyes?" His voice came out as an inaudible whisper, hi...
I'm really sorry for being irregular for the past two months. If you're following me on Instagram or Wattpad, then you must be aware about the reasons and whereabouts.
I'll be regular from now. ❤
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“ When you were away, I felt my heartbeat stopped for you.”
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Kairav
"Dhund sako toh sitaro ki duniya se vapas dhund kar le aana mujhe!"
She said this to me.
"Stars are far away, Ishqi!" I muttered looking at the twinkling diamonds dangling into the vast sky. It's blue but dark, deep, expanded till eternity.
How can I find her?
It has been more than ten days since that incident at Durga Puja happened. I can't help but blame myself for pushing her beyond limits, she fainted because of me, she is missing because of me. We're not in contact because of me. I'm so helpless at this point, I can't step out of the house.
Not because I'm caged but because I'm not courageous. I tried finding her, reaching her, but nothing helped. My voice mail, calls, everything went unanswered. I went to college everyday in the hope of finding her, but it was a failure. I don't know where she is, I've no idea how she is.
What if I wouldn't have forced her? I clearly overstepped her boundaries. She doesn't like to be present around God, I should've respected her choice. Just because I believe in God, I shouldn't implement my belief in someone else.
She's practically a stranger to me.
This distance made me realize how little I know about her. From my vision, she's just a girl I met in college and found myself getting attracted. I know nothing about her.
I can't call this love. I have a deep liking or infatuation because let me be honest, she's breathtaking. She's alluring, her enigmatic presence always pulls me towards, willing or not but I always find myself thinking about her. It has been more than two months, nearly three but I can't recognize her properly.
One second she'd go all aloof and silent and the next second she'll be your chirpy, happy and goofy girl. I have never found any solid reason behind her changing personality. She has this shell around her which is so hard for me to break.
Whenever I try to step inside her shell, she always shows her displeasure which makes me step back because I can't see her getting upset with me. I myself don't like when someone pushes me beyond my boundary or oversteps them but I thought it'd be okay between the two people who have mutual liking towards each other.
