45. The thoughtful question

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"she makes me question everything "

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"she makes me question everything "

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Kairav

Did I tell, how pretty Mishka is looking?

I am enthralled after seeing her. She looks hell pretty in her shimmer dark green modern saree, the sleeveless blouse showing her toned perfect feminine hands.

The cloth she had draped around her was perfectly matching the shades of her orbs, enough to create a dazzling spell over me, keeping me entrapped and hypnotized under her influence.

I'm afraid of myself today..... I just can't stay away from her.

My emotions and hormones are all over the place, just because of her and for her. And God dammit, her cherry red lips, perfectly coordinating with her fair skin.

I won't deny that I am now desperate to kiss her, to hold her, to hide her and just to be with her, away from everyone, under a cocoon, where it'll be just us, no one else.

Am I being a pervert? I don't know.

Do I want to let my desire take control over me? Probably, but not before proposing to her. I'm just waiting to write my exam before taking a step ahead.

"Bass kar, kitna dekhega use." I heard a voice beside me, it's Samuel.

"Kya karu, mann hi nahi bhar raha!" I replied, not attempting to move my eyes away from Mishka.

She's sitting with other girls, with Vyan on her lap, not trying to indulge herself in the conversation yet making her presence.

It's factually true, my eyes refuse to leave her sight when she's in a room, it doesn't matter if the room is crowded or empty, I often find my focus ending up on her.

Earlier she used to become the center of my attention whenever she was around, but nowadays, she has always been my whole attention even in her absence.

At the end, I always find myself thinking about her, whether I'm with friends, family, alone or anywhere, my mind darts only to this girl. It's scary yet divine at the same time.

I'm not a very risky kinda person, not a daredevil, that trait is more in Pranav.

I always play on the safe side, measuring pros and cons before making any decision.

My actions are never spontaneous, they're always the conclusion of my measures. Yet, when it comes to Mishka, I don't mind myself being impulsive. She's showing me the side of mine I never knew existed.

I know, there's something she's hiding.

There's a lot more on her surface than she shows, but her eyes never lie.

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