Twisted personality's

4. I dont love you...

(Charlottes pov)
As I watch Mia walk away,I'm left alone with my thoughts. My mind running at a thousand miles per hour, how did I get so lucky to have Mia in my life? Do i deserve her? When all of a sudden I'm pulled back into reality when I hear my phone buzz. Knowing what Rodger said last time I quickly go to grab it when the message on the screen breaks my heart the second I read it "𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐮𝐩 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐦𝐢𝐚 𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐢 𝐝𝐨𝐧𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐨𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐧."

I did know what would happen, he would post the photo of me and then kill me leaving Ellie and Lia without their mum, and that breaks my heart most of all. How would they take it at 6 and 9 that their mum was killed...

When I hear Mia walk back up I build up the courage to break it off to save my life for my girls. Then I see Mia, the most gentle and patient woman, the woman of my dreams. I couldn't do this I had to tell Mia what was going on but I had his first message in the back of my mind shouting at me to just break up with her

"𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐥𝐨𝐭𝐭𝐞, 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐝𝐨 𝐚𝐬 𝐢 𝐬𝐚𝐲 𝐨𝐫 𝐢 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐝𝐧𝐭 𝐛𝐞 𝐦𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐟𝐮𝐧 𝐬𝐨 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐯𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐰𝐞 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐦𝐞𝐚𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐨𝐬𝐭." With this playing on my mind I knew what I had to do to save my girls

"Mia, I think we need to go our separate ways" was all I could muster up to get it over with and as I try to get up of the floor I see Mia break down into tears, I have never seen her break down like this before and before I know it I was starting to cry with her.

As I go to walk away I hear her whispering "wait Charlotte I'm not letting you just walk out like this after everything we've been through." Which breaks my heart even more but knowing I need to do this for my girls all I could say was "I don't love you anymore, I'm sorry but this is it Mia" and with that I walked out down the stairs with tears blurring my vision.

A/n- I am very sorry for this chapter I hope you all can forgive me x