Twisted personality's

7. Near death...

TW:NEAR DEATH/ABUSE
(Charlottes pov)

I'd woke up again, but this time I wish I hadn't. My whole body aches and I've got constant reminders of what I'm being forced to do. I so badly wanted it to be a nightmare but every time I woke up and would relive what he did to me, As much as I wanted this all to stop I had to keep going for my girls I couldn't let them down and let him win.

As 5:30am rolls around my alarm goes off but I was already awake so I silence it and got out of bed to get the girls and myself ready for the day, it was my week to have the girls as Alex was in Australia with his current fling. As I'm getting Lia out of bed she notices the bruises Rodger had left on my leg and asks "mummy are you ok your leg is covered in owes" not clicking on to what she saw I just say I walked into a chair and she quickly moves onto another topic.

When Lia and Ellie were ready for school I quickly shove my hair up in my normal half up half down and load everyone into the car and drop them off at school, "mummy loves you both very much I'll be here to pick you up at 5 from after school club" not realising she wouldn't be able to do that in the end.

I drive to work and as I'm parking up I spot Rodger's car in the car park, I start to sob uncontrollably when I see his car parked when I see Mia walk past and look at me. When she sees me sobbing in the car she comes rushing over to make sure I'm ok, banging the window she shouts "CHARLOTTE OPEN THE CAR DOOR NOW!" When I realise she's there I get out the car and walk into the nursery with her following me knowing I can't deal with this conversation with her right now.

As I walk to the office to see what room I was covering in as we were short staffed I see Rodger in there and my face drops, with everyone looking at me I try and control my eyes until my eyes start to burn and I have to run out. As I run to the bathroom I hear someone banging on the cubicle door. This wasn't any knock though, this was to powerful to be anyone other then Rodger.

"OPEN THIS DOOR NOW I SWEAR TO GOD CHARLOTTE" he screams at the top of his lungs and as I unlock it he pushes it open and grabs my neck causing me to lose my breath.

He pins me against the wall and whispers in my ear "the more you cry the more your going to give me away, what don't you understand" I start to cry even louder as he tightens his grip around my neck and covers my mouth and nose with his free hand. He stands there for 5 minutes blocking any way of me breathing when I start to black out and everything went dark, my body because lifeless and floppy as my mind rushes at a thousand miles per hour with memories of my daughters and how there about to loose there mum...

As I start to pass out I hear a bang on the floor but I can't see what's happening. The last thing I remember is me falling but not hitting the floor. Someone caught me.

A/N- THIS IS GOING TI BE SPLIT INTO TWO PARTS AS IT WOULD Have BEEN SO LONG!