Twisted personality's

12-im so proud of you sweetheart.

SMUT!
(Mias pov)
It had been 5 weeks since char's attack. She was finally back to her usual routine except for being back at work, that was what scared me the most. She hadn't been back since her attack and I don't want her to spiral out of control. But she says she's ready.

"Mia I'll be fine I promise, Marjorie has said I'll be in the office with her for a bit and aut has offered to cover in the rooms I'll be ok" she tries to reassure me. "Baby it's not that, I'm worried about you. I don't want you going back before your ready and killing your self to prove your ok" we go back and forth about this for hours on end.

"MIA DONT YOU GET IT?" she shouts so loud she scares herself. She curls herself in a ball to protect herself and starts to softly sob. I can't help but tear up at the sight of her trying to protect herself from herself. Deep down she knew she wasn't ready to go back to work but she didn't prove Mia right. "Shush baby it okay, I'm here no one can get you" I whisper softly as I run my fingers through her hair to calm her down. "Mia I'm so sorry it's just" she tries to speak but her words are muffled by her cries. "I know baby let it all out I'm not going anywhere." I say to her in another attempt to calm her down.

"I'm scared that if I don't go back now then I won't go back at all. And if I don't go back I'm terrified you'll leave me and you. I can't loose you Mia. You and the girls are all I have"she manages to muster up through her sobs. She thinks I'm going to leave her? "Oh my sweet girl listen to me ok, I'm not going anywhere anytime soon. You and the girls are my whole life. Is there anything I can do to help you know I'm not going anywhere sweetheart?" I say in a soft tone so she understands I mean it. "There's two things you can do." She gives me that look.

"Baby as much as I want to I need verbal consent. After everything I want to make sure you're fully okay and know if you want to stop at any point then just say so ok?" "Mia please,I need you" and with that I kissed her like my life depended on it, knocking her to her back on the couch. My kisses move slowly from her lips to her neck as she she softly moans, "Mia please"
"God you taste good on my lips baby" my hands traces all her curves and reaches her waist band, my lips not releasing from her neck.

"Is this okay baby?" I ask her again to make sure she's ok. But I get no response. I release my lips from her and look up at her, she whines at the loss of my lips attacking her neck. "Baby I need a response" I say with a stern tone but enough softness to not scare her. "YES MIA GOD JUST TOUCH ME" she screamed so loud she shocked herself, she goes to cover her mouth with her hands but before she can I re connect my lips with hers. I follow my hand down her chest when I reach her waist and I slip my hand through her skirt. My fingers find her entrance and start to curl at the brim when I hear her crying heavily.

"Mia I'm sorry can we please stop." She whispers and with that I take my hand away and pull her into my embrace. "I'm so proud of you sweetheart, you told me what you needed" I speak quietly, my voice full of lust. "I'm so sorry I just couldn't do it" "baby don't be sorry, you are to important for me to cross any boundaries. Now you said there were two things I could do what's the second thing?" I sit there waiting for her response. I see her getting ready to speak when she says them 3 little words I had been waiting to ask her.

"Mia, marry me?"

A/N: sorry it's taken me so long to update I had surgery on my wrist so can't do much<3