13-and i fell for it...

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A/N-you might want tissues for this.
(Char's pov)
"Mia will you marry me?"
The room filled of silence,she just sat there. Not saying a word. I start to freak out, fuck I've messed it all up. We've never even talked about marriage before why would she want to marry me. Maybe she was just using me like Rodger said. I'm pulled out of my thoughts by her getting up and walking out. God she promised the world and I fell for it. I wanted to be anywhere but there but my legs couldn't handle the weight of my body at that time. I was stuck. A never ending cycle of being used by people.

I sit there, my thoughts passing by at a million miles. Did I really just fuck up my relationship with my dream girl. The girl I want to marry,to spend my life with,and ultimately be the mother of my kids one day. I couldn't do anything but let the sobs run down my face,am I really that hard to love? I wanted to run away from it all, go back to before the past 7 weeks. These last weeks have caused so much heartache for me and what I thought would be my forever family.

I wanted to cry, to scream from the top of my lungs but my body lay there frozen. My eyes were so swollen and red from all the tears I had already shed that I just wanted to sleep and wake up knowing it's all a nightmare. I lay there staring at the living room ceiling from the couch because my body can't move. That's when everything starts going dark and I feel myself fall asleep.

(Mias pov)
Fuck, was she onto what I was planning? I had the ring since before Rodger got his claws into her, And that night he made her break up with me. I was planning on proposing to her. All I have wanted since I got to call her my wife and for her to be the mother to my kids. I wanted her and her girls to be my forever family, because I never knew love before her. She was my safe space. She is my safe space. It breaks my heart everytime I think about the fact I was there just a few rooms away while he took her away From me. If there was one thing I was sure on, it was I wanted to spend everyday with her.

I didn't want to walk out like that but with her saying that I had to push everything up to today instead of next week. I had to call Marjorie and get her to set it all up while I tried to get char over there without wanting a answer From me. This seemed easier then it actually was. I go down to find her asleep on the couch, hugging herself. She hadn't slept without me hugging her since her attack. That broke my heart. I sat there admiring her sleep so peacefully when a tear escapes her eyes, causing her to wake up. She looks up at me with those gorgeous blue eyes.god I could look into her eyes forever, im pulled out of my head by her softly whispering, "Amelia im so sorry I put that on you out of the blue. It's just I can't lose you. You mean everything to me" "char baby listen to me here okay" she looks at me not moving her gaze from eyes "no matter what im not going anywhere ok. Now will you come with me I've got something for you but it's not here" and with that show gets up and slides her converse on and shes sat in my car before I've even tied my laces.

On the way to Marjorie's I rest my hand on her thigh which makes her look at me. I can tell she wants a kiss abut she's scared so I lean in a give her a quick kiss. After what felt like forever from the silence, we arrived at Marjorie's. "Mia what are we doing here?" She asks confused "just trust me baby" and with that I drag her in to Marjorie's. She sees everything stood in front of her and runs to give them all a hug, while she does that Reece comes over to me to hand me the ring and go behind char and get on one knee. "CHAR LOOK BEHIND YOU" they all shout and she's looks around and that's when she makes eye contact with me.

"Charlotte Victoria annon, you are my safe space, my home and my freedom. Before you came into my life I was trapped in a cycle of being people toy to mess with." I start as tears start to well n my eyes. "You came into my life and everything changed for the better. You showed me there's nothing to be scared of because u won't let anyone hurt me. I have loved you for 487 days now sweetheart but I want to spend every day loving you for aslong as I can." I can't keep it together anymore and by that point there's not a dry eye in the room, even autumn. "With you I'm at my happiest, so char if you would will you give me the honour of becoming your wife?" And with that I'm on the floor, my back to the carpet. "So can I get a answer?" I say sarcastically "yes mia, yes a million times over" our lips connect and everything else around us just fades away, it's just us. I hear char whisper into my ear "I have all I need if your standing beside me" I then feel char pushing herself up of me, I sit myself up and watch her smile lighting up the room.

I did it, I got the woman of my dreams. And now I get to call her my fiancé.

Life was finally looking up for me.

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