✔ We Accept The Love We Think We Deserve #namgi

~nineteen~

After reaching an understanding, everything unfolded swiftly.

Namjoon contacted Hoseok's referral, and within two weeks, he and Yoongi were moving in together. The transition felt both overwhelming and surreal, a whirlwind of activity and emotions.

At times, Yoongi felt like history was repeating itself, the same anxieties creeping back into his mind. Despite Namjoon's unwavering and selfless support, Yoongi struggled to fully accept it.

Determined to maintain some measure of independence, he reached out to the social worker who had previously assisted Taehyung. Yoongi decided to keep this meeting from Namjoon, fearing it could be misinterpreted as ingratitude. In reality, Yoongi just wanted to explore all possible options, to ensure he wasn't solely dependent on Namjoon.

Namjoon's excitement about their new beginning was evident in every action and word, his enthusiasm a stark contrast to Yoongi's cautiousness. Yoongi, meanwhile, battled with his insecurities, each day a mix of hope and doubt. The thought of placing such a burden on Namjoon weighed heavily on him, yet he couldn't deny the warmth and security Namjoon's presence brought.

So that's how Yoongi found himself in the social worker's office, having successfully set up an appointment. He explained his connection with the Kims and his current ongoing pregnancy in the appointment call. So that's how Park Seojoon had been quick to find an opening in his busy schedule to fit him in, and now Yoongi was seated before him.

"Hello, Min Yoongi-shi, it's a pleasure to meet you," Seojoon greeted him softly, offering a seat and helping him sit down.

"Thank you, Seojoon-shi," Yoongi replied, grateful for the assistance. "The pleasure is all mine."

"I see you're quite far along," Seojoon noted, his tone gentle and observant. "Do you want something to drink or eat? I can quickly provide you with anything you need."

Yoongi shook his head and mumbled a thank you, declining the offer. "Just a couple more weeks until I pop her out," he said with a small, nervous smile.

"So, it's a girl?" Seojoon cheered, his eyes lighting up with genuine excitement.

"Yeah," Yoongi confirmed, his voice softening as he thought about his unborn daughter.

"You told me on the call that you know the Kim siblings. Were they the ones who recommended me to you?" Seojoon asked, curiosity evident in his tone.

"Indirectly, yes," Yoongi replied, a hint of hesitation in his voice. "I don't think they wanted me to reach out to you or your organization, though."

"How so?" Seojoon inquired, leaning forward slightly, his interest piqued.

"I'm currently living with Namjoon, have been for a while now," Yoongi explained, feeling a bit uneasy as he shared this information.

"Oh?" Seojoon responded, glancing at Yoongi's belly with a raised eyebrow.

"No, it's not his..." Yoongi began, his voice steady but filled with emotion. He paused, collecting his thoughts. Seojoon nodded, waiting patiently.