note:
an open letter in bisaya, tagalog & english language
i'm so sad and i can't help it
i keep thinking absurd things
what if, he'll be close with someone else?
what if, sa babae na mas mentally stable?
what if, nagsawa na sakin?
what if, nahihirapan na siyang intindihin ako?
what if, kapoyon na siya?
mag unsa man ko?
kung dili nako kaya mubuhi.
kung ako ra gihapon ang mag sorry.
kung ako ra gihapon ang musurrender,
kaka explain nganong naing-ani ko?
what if,
dili na pud ko?
pero i know dili na mahitabo.
deep inside, i knew i was wrong all along.
"ikaw may naay issue"
"nganong ing-anaon man ko nimo?"
last night i prayed he'd be patient.
but i think, G wasn't able to receive my prayer.
