the day started with a gleam,
rays of the sun began to stream
feels like lonely with a team
with the heavy rain, i want to scream
maybe i got lost at his arms
maybe i got tied up with the other bond
maybe i got tired of what we have
maybe i got lured of what i've currently got
maybe i got sick of madness within
maybe i just needed a hole to escape with
maybe i failed to stick with my promise
to not to be fool with the mere affection from within
we shared the day and night together
but now we've been wandering alone-together
can't tell who, when, what and why did these all happen
to the lovers who only wants a happy ending love story just like in a fairytale
but maybe something just like this is meant to happen,
to tightened up the relationship or maybe to flutter the lovers story thru apart,
but what should they do when they get stuck up
"should i compress the bond and lower my pride" or "lose the bond and never come back"
when maybe's in what if's become evident
should i punish myself for risking everything in accordance in exchange of something we can't label with abundance
when maybe's in what if's takes place,
should i take a break or get a hold of his hand and never say goodbye,
or should i take my breath away to stop this non-sense feelings inside just to heal his crying and scarred heart
𝓼𝓸𝓻𝓻𝔂, 𝓶𝔂 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮
𝓲 𝔀𝓲𝓵𝓵 𝓪𝓵𝔀𝓪𝔂𝓼 𝓫𝓮 𝓱𝓮𝓻𝓮, 𝓷𝓮𝓲𝓽𝓱𝓮𝓻 𝓫𝔂 𝔂𝓸𝓾𝓻 𝓼𝓲𝓭𝓮 𝓸𝓻 𝓯𝓻𝓸𝓶 𝓪𝓯𝓪𝓻
(Written: 4th of May, year 2022)
