Marshall

Helping hand

Victor's POV

I had one free hour, although I told Vincent that I didn't feel like going out to eat, I wanted to take a walk. I needed to clear my mind . That was my luck. Fate. I'll forever be grateful that I chose to go out. Something, probably a sense deep inside me told me to look around. Not only around but up to the sky. That's how I spotted him. I gazed towards the building for some unknown reason and there he was. Marshall was standing on the roof, seemingly alone. I waved and yelled but he didn't seem to hear.

Jesus Christ!!

I didn't hesitate. I hoped he wouldn't do anything stupid while I ran back to stop him. I completely understood how he felt but this was NOT okay! On my way I accidentally bumped into Miss Mariah, nearly sweeping her off her feet.

- What the hell??
- I'm sorry, I'm in a hurry! Marshall is on the roof and I think he's trying to jump!

That's all I could say and hurried to find that child.
I had to be careful. Someone who's depressed won't care too much. Thankfully he was probably hesitant or else he'd be down by now. He was petrified, scared I assume. I had to get to that boy without scaring him. Slowly I sneaked closer , when I could hear familiar voices from the street . Some teachers and even Mrs Rosa gathered together...

- Marshall! Step back ! You will fall!
- Boy, we can help! Stay there!
- Don't do anything stupid! You're stronger! Daniel wouldn't want you to follow him right away!

Just what the hell are they doing? I know they mean no harm but it only upsets him more. I could hear him sniffing. I'll be always thankful that he wasn't sure about doing it.
I could convince him but I got no time for that. What if he surprises us and jumps? I couldn't risk that. I took the time while he was focusing on the people down there.

- My child, please, listen to us. I beg..don't be silly now. You're so young and little Daniel would be so sad if you threw your life precious away

I could hear Mrs Spencer. She really loves these children . I only hoped that Marshall listens and won't make action.

- He's not here..and I don't want to be here either. I miss him..you all don't understand..

His pain hurt me . He was only a child who deserved better, not this torture.Silently I finally reached him. I carefully pulled him back, right into my arms.

- You're safe. Thank goodness. I was so worried..

This tension, it was killing me. I had to pull myself together. I was out of breath. He was trembling and crying. I needed to comfort his little soul.

- Why did you ...why.. did you not let me..?
- I'm your friend, friends don't let go of each other. I'm always here, I want to help you fight your scariest thoughts.
- I don't care anymore...I hate this life.. death took Dan from me..

He was sobbing, it was killing me. He was trying to deal with this alone. I wish I could help faster.

-As a doctor, I shouldn't be close to my patients but this is a serious exception now. Understand please that I care about you deeply as I cared about him. I wish I had the right to adopt you boys but I can't. I'm not allowed. But it doesn't mean that I have up on you, even if he's not here anymore. So let's not try silly things anymore, alright?
- I can't promise..my heart.. it hurts so bad everyday..
- It hurt me too. I know I'm an adult. I've experienced bad things and sorrow in my life. I lost a few people but your friend's loss was probably the worst of them all. Never forget please, you're not alone. He might not be visible to your eyes but he's always here as long as you love him.
- That's not much if I can't hug him..or can't talk to him. I bet he's lonely..
- Daniel or you?
- Dan..
- What if he's not sad or lonely? He sure misses you. I'm religious and I believe in Heaven. He's there because he was a good little boy. You'll meet him when it's your time, but let's not hurry. I beg you my child, you're so young. All the life is in front of you.
- I can't.. I can't live a life , fearing that..I might forget him as I grow up...I want to remember him always ...
- And you will. Because you two were inseparable. He waits for you but he also wants you to make the best out of your life. He'd want you to have a family and be loved as you deserve. And all I want you to stay alive, let me be there for you. Not as a doctor, as a friend. You need one. And you know I keep all your secrets.