Marshall

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Charlotte's POV

I couldn't get enough of him. Every time I felt his lips on my neck I let out a soft groan. His hands were on my thighs, stroking them under my skirt. He's been gentle so far, this time I wanted him to be rough.

- Show me how dominant you can be.
- Someone is thirsty for some good sex.
- Just bend me over and make me love it.

We used the table. He did, turned me around and bent me over the desk and boy he gave me the ride of my life. I've been neglected , I needed him to touch me and show me who's the boss.
After we were done, he helped me fix my clothes, like a gentleman he was.

- Now, that was sweet. We should do this a little more often.
- We definitely should, but do you even have time? Charlotte I don't want to tire you. You have a job.
- And? That's a job. Nothing more. I literally keep the energy for you.
- I'm fine to continue this as long as it doesn't get suspicious. I mean, you dropped from school. No one noticed that ?
- I'm coming here often, Marshall doesn't know . He believes I'm here to take classes. Besides, he's way too tired to notice anything.
- Are you not worried? What if he catches you?
- Clayton, don't worry, alright?  No one knows. Not even our friends.
- Oh, I like the sound of it. But I also like when you were moaning "Mr Green".
- Because you're dirty.
- Look who's talking.

Clayton Green was only 30 years old, now a teacher. Marshall was cute but this man was so dang handsome and dominant. Just the way I liked it.

That's right, my grades weren't good enough for me to continue studying . Marshall was too exhausted so I didn't want to ask for his help. But for a reason...I kept returning here. I wasn't proud of it. Cheating while he was waiting for me at home.
You'd think it started a while ago. Sadly no.  Remember I was taking extra classes? Marshall was still studying in school. I was spitting on Christine for sleeping with the principal but I wasn't better. While getting the teacher assistant's help, I was getting some pleasure as well. So...it has been going on for like 4 years now. I wanted to end it but I was a coward. And now that my boyfriend was busy I was feeling neglected. And after our argument about the pregnancy it got worse. My appetite for him faded slowly. I still find him attractive but he rejected me. Perhaps when he finally chooses to have a family with me, I'll find myself good enough to end this affair. But it's not anytime soon.
After my little quality time with Clayton, I was walking back home. You ask if I ever felt bad or guilty?
Yes. I did. I loved my boyfriend so much and I had no feelings for my former teacher . It was only lust.
Once I got home, Marshall was still nowhere. As always.. He had two jobs yet it wasn't enough. I got money from my parents so I could have savings , he didn't have to know about it.
I was feeling unhappy whenever I remembered how he rejected my idea of getting a child. I just wanted to cry. I felt like he didn't love me as much as before. Any other men would have been happy to do so. But what did I expect? He was a virgin when we met, I literally took it from him. 23 years old and still a child inside.
I was hungry but lazy to cook, more like, I was tired.

- He'll be home soon. I'll just ask him to do it then praise him as always.

Marshall's POV

I was so exhausted. If I haven't mentioned before, but I often got asked to work 16 hours. It was a lot but at least my salary was a little better. It was a day like that. I couldn't wait to get my ass home and rest. I was wondering how my girl was. She said her exams were coming and they were extra rough.
When I arrived home, she was napping. So cute like a doll.

- Look at her. Innocent and sweet.

I placed a kiss on her head then went to check if there was anything to eat. Sadly, I had to cook.
It was like this many times. She was too tired but I didn't mind taking care of her. I wanted to be ready to be a father in a few years.
For now , I was planning to get her a dog, to know she'll be safe when she's out alone.
For her 23rd birthday, I adopted her a dog, named Wilson. He wasn't pure bred and he was already 5 years old but I couldn't leave him in the shelter.

- Aww . He's the sweetest! He's so happy! Thank you babe! I'll take care of him! Welcome to the family sweetie .
- His name is Wilson but you can change it if you want.
- No need, it suits him . Thank you . You're the best.

Alas, her joy and excitement didn't last long. Charlotte was always way too busy to take care of the poor dog. Many times even forgot to feed him or take him out. I had to , but it was getting tiring. I just didn't want to let him down. He was now a family member and I had no heart to take him back to the shelter.
My life was pretty dull but at least drama free. Stephan soon joined me in the cafe. I wasn't sure why , he was rich. But hey , it was fun to hang out like before. I stayed in touch with my old friends.
Mrs Rosa found someone on her vacation.  Love will find its way at any age. The man was a veteran, named Vinston. I hoped that I'd be able to meet him soon. I kept checking on Dan and Mrs Spencer. And when I had more time to travel I went to see Dorian too. I was wondering what happened to Maya. Sadly, she didn't stay in touch with us.
Dorian would be 20 years old now. Poor child..
Dr Sanchez and Dr Rivera asked us if we would like to spend the winter holidays with them. I was full of joy. Charlotte was a little hesitant at first, but in the end she decided to join me.

- You two are so cute. Like lovebirds. Remind me of my youth.  I was around your age when I first met Victor.
- I hope our love story will be like yours. Strong, loyal and pure .
- Thank you Marshall. Your girlfriend is so beautiful. She's glowing.
- Thank you . Marshall loves me so much, I can't do anything but to glow from joy.

They got along so well and I was more than happy. I was turning 24 in a few months.. We were having more money now, but I was still insecure. Growing up without parents, it wasn't easy to know when is the right time to start. As always, I asked Dr Sanchez to give me advice.

- Is there something wrong?
- Not really. I'm sorry you invited us over and here I bother you with my silly problems.
- Son, you never bother us, alright? You're like a child of my own. I'm glad if I can help you.
- Thank you..
- Now go ahead, tell me what's bothering you.
- Charlotte wants to start a family.. but I'm a little scared. What if I won't be a good parent?
- Marshall. I have a son, he's older than you and he still dislikes me for what happened between me and his mother .  However, I wasn't ready for that marriage but I was ready to be a father. Do you feel ready?
- I..I guess. I'd like to have my own child. A little bit of me and a little bit of Charlotte. Does it make me a good parent? I doubt.
- Wanting it is a good start. You grew up without parents and look at yourself. You archived a lot on your own . Trust me , you're more than ready. And we still support you.

I had my doubts . I really wanted to be a parent. I was only nervous about being financially stable. I chose to tell my decision to Charlotte after the holidays. I couldn't wait to see her reaction.