MY BEAUTIFUL MISTAKE'S.

CHAPTER 32.

After that night naging awkward kami sa isa't isa. After that night hindi pa 'rin kami nag ka-kausap patungkol sa nangyaring 'yun. We keep on acting na parang walang nangyari sa gabing 'yun. Every time na lalapit sa akin si Zhekli alam kong may gusto siyang sabihin patungkol sa gabi na 'yun pero iniiba niya ang sasabihin niya.

Katulad ngayon, he was looking at me while i am on the kitchen. Kaganina pa siya naka titig pero ayaw naman niyang mag salita.

Tumayo siya at pinatay ang tv sa sala at nag lakad papunta sa puwesto ko.

He stop behind my back as i felt his massive arm circling on my small waist, he rested his chin on my shoulder and sniff his nose to my neck and say something.

" I'm sorry... " He said as he hide his face on my neck even more. " Sorry for the words that i said to you that night. Sorry if i let my emotions out than to talk about it properly" sabi niya at maya maya pa ay narinig kona ang pag hikbi nito. " Please talk to me moui.. please sorry na oh.. sorry"

I change my position so i can see his face, i could see the guilt in his eyes while his eyes are sinking with tears.

I touch his face and smile at him. He look like a child who wants an attention for his mom.

" You're silly.. i am the one who would say sorry to you Zhekli, i hurt your ego, i hurt you that night and still hurting you even more now" I said and hug him.

I felt more guilt when he hug me thightly and sobbed as he cries on my shoulder while i slowly tapping his back with my palm.

" No.. we both did wrong moui, tama lang na pareho tayong mag sorry sa isa't isa, one misunderstanding is enough and ayoko na ulit maulit iyon. I am not the only one who's hurting on this part of our lives, you're hurting also but you keep it to yourself and i am sorry for that moui.. i didn't mean to hurt you that night. It just my emotions explode and i said those words without thinking that it could hurt you" sabi niya sa akin at tumingin sakin habang patuloy pa rin sa pag luha ang mga mata niya.

I felt my heart melt with his statisfaction appology to me. Is this matured relationship that Rica always talked about when i was at the philipines? But we're not in a... relationship 'nor fling or fuckbuddy.. we're just a childhood friends and a two person who's been force to marry each other.

There's no strange feelings that i felt for him, i like him as a good friend of mine, but liking him into a romantic way, i don't know what to answer with that. I always avoid that question, i always focus on a question that involved our company and my family.

" Don't be sorry for that Zhekli, i did more wrong than you did, i hide the truth that i still love Matthew even now" nakita ko ang mas lalong sakit na gumihit sa mata niya nang marinig mismo sakin ang salitang iyon. " I lie for saying that i am over on Matthew, i lie when i said... i can forget about Matthew and start over with you by my side.. the truth is i can't.. i can't forget him.. i still.... i still love Matthew at patuloy ko pa rin siyang pinipili hanggang ngayon..." i saw how his bloodshot eyes flow with tears when i finish my statement.

He was stunned on his foot and just look at me with a bloodshot eyes, he let his emotion show towards his eyes.

Betrayal.. anger... sad... and disapointment was written on his eyes. I can see his emotions by looking at his eyes now.

" Oh.... sorry i thought you could forget about Matthew 'cause i am here now... i expected too much that's why it hurt so bad..." Yumuko siya at pagak na tumawa.

Alam kong nasaktan ko siya sa pag amin ko ngayon. Pero ayokong mas saktan siya pag hindi kopa sabihin ang totoo. Truth always hurt and i hope he was used to it. I don't want him to be happy with lies i rather see him beinh sad with the truth.