My little shadow (Bucky Barnes)

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Sometimes I still wonder if I'm alive. Maybe I was in hell all this time. Because I have committed many sins, even if I didn't decide to commit them. They were ordered to me. And if you don't obey Hydra they have a painful way of getting you back in line.

I'm not allowed to talk to anyone. I can't ask for anything. But at least I can talk when they ask me about missions. Too bad I never say what I want. I would like to say that it disgusts me and gives me goosebumps. But maybe I'll get used to it over time. I hope so.

I know I'm special. At least that's what they tell me. It should make me happy, but it doesn't. They call me their Creation or the Weapon. I have no memories of before being this. I only know that my name is Shadow. It suits me even if I have light hair, eyes and skin.

Someone enters my cell. Dinner.

He goes out and leaves the door open. He does this often because he knows that if I follow him, I will be punished. He likes to tease me, to drive me insane.

The food smells wonderful, but I don't give in. I don't have to do it. My stomach growls and I decide to ignore it. After about an hour a man enters my cell.

"Ты можешь есть" You can eat.

I don't even wait for him to go away and I've already devoured half of my dinner. The meat had become cold and hard and almost inedible. But I can't complain. I am not allowed.

«Ешь, солдат, завтра будешь с кем-нибудь тренироваться». Eat soldier, tomorrow you will train with someone. And he leaves, closing the cell door behind him.

Hello, I hope you like the first chapter. I don't know russian so I'm sorry if it's not correct. Thank you for reading my story.