Hey guys
So this isnt a chapter, read it if you want but you dont have to. Just skip on to the next chapter if you dont want to read this.
So basically i am writing this because i just need to vent. You might think 'oh god, she is just looking for attention.' But im not. If any of you guys need to talk you can always talk to me, and so I thought 'well I need to vent, so I'm going to'.
First off, before I say what I want to say, I am NOT looking for attention. I told you that you didnt have to read this if you dont want to. If I was looking for attention I would have said 'PLEASE READ!!' at the beginning.
So yeah. Just to clear that up.
Now, you mightnt underdtand what Im about to say next, but it is directed at someone who I used to know, so dont worry too much if you dont understand.
Dear Anonymous,
I wish I never met you. Or at least I wish we had never fallen out. Because ever since we did, and ever since I saw you last - 2 years ago - all I can do is think about you. STOP TAKING OVER MY MIND. STOP PUSHING YOUR WAY INTO MY THOUGHTS EVERY DAY. I HATE YOU FOR WHAT YOU DID ON PURPOSE BACK THEN, AND I HATE YOU FOR WHAT YOU'RE DOING WITHOUT EVEN KNOWING YOU'RE DOING IT RIGHT NOW. Just get the fuck out of my head please. I wonder do you think of me as much as I think about you. I wonder do you get sad when you think about what happened. I wonder do you even think about what happened. Would you even remember me if I bumped into you? Probably not. You're probably going on with your life, having fun, hanging out with friends, going to parties and just having a great life. But I am stuck in my room, listening to a neverending playlist, occasionally going out to see the few friends I have, cursing you every single night for the effect you have on me. I dont know why but I still have feelings for you. After all the shit you put me through, my heart still skips a beat when I see a picture of you. I still get butterflies in my stomach when I think of you. So, I just want to say...
Fuck you
Ronnie
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Sorry guys just needed to get that out. To anyone who actually read this, do you know how I get this boy the hell out of my head? Its killing me. Thanks, love yaz all
Ronnie xxx
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