I was 4 years old when I experienced a beating, my parents always hurt me especially whenever I did things they didn't like or disappoit for them.
WARNING: This part is experiencing more abuse.
"Charlotte, Don't you know how to move on your own feet?!" My mother shouted at me.
"Charlotte, your mommy and I are in a hurry cause we have an important meeting to go to! If you can't cook your own food, bahala ka magutom!"
"Sorry dad,"
I went to the door to see the light outside.
"Olivia gusto mong kumain ng pancake?" One of our maids asked me.
"I don't know how to cook" I answered coldly.
"Lulutuan kita" nakangiting sabi nya. Alam kong pinapagaan nya lang ang loob ko. Si ate Ellen ang pinaka close ko sa mga maids namin, dahil sya lang din naman ang may lakas ng loob na lapitan ako. Malapit na din siyang umalis dahil magpapakasal na sila noong asawa niya.
I just nodded to her and sat on the couch.
"Miss Charlotte, Your breakfast is ready!" masayang sabi nya.
I stood up and walked to the dining table and sat on the highest chair because I hadn't reached the table yet.
We were both silent, I noticed that she was watching me eat so I looked at her."Why are you watching me?" I said to her while still glaring.
"Wala naman ang cute mo kase" sagot nya at tipid na ngumiti.
Inirapan ko lang sya at kumain ulit. I know I'm rude, but can you blame me? No one taught me proper manners, though, I know the right behavior but I want my parents to see that they have to teach me.
"Ilang buwan nalang at pasukan na ulit, kailan ka mag papa-enroll Olivia?" She asked me.
"I don't know"
When I finished eating, I did my daily routine. Eat, shower, rest, eat again, sleep, eat, and sleep. That's all.
I woke up around 6:25 am because I heard daddy screaming. I know he is angry.
"Who did it!?" Daddy shouted.
I went down to see what was happening outside.When I came downstairs, I saw our maids lined up and bowed while my father scolded them. I saw him holding the folder, That's the folder I accidentally spilled water on yesterday!
When the maid saw me, she looked at me, daddy saw her looking at something so he followed her. When daddy saw me, he immediately approached me and pulled me down the stairs.
"You did this, didn't you?" Daddy asked me, I looked at him and I saw in his eyes that he was very mad.
I couldn't answer and the tears were coming, I just stared at his angry eyes.
"You did it right? You made this, answer me!" Daddy shouted at me.
"It was just an accident dad—"
Di ko na natapos ang sasabihin ko ng bigla nya akong ibinagsak sa sahig at pumunta sa living room, When he went out, he had a belt and a stick with him.
"Get out!" he shouted at the maids.
"You deserve to be hurt because of what you did to the papers inside the folder! Don't you think that's all important!"
I ended up with a lot of cuts and bruises. He hit me on the back, legs, hands, feet and arms. He pointed the stick at my eyes. "Don't ever do it again."
I just cried because of the pain and suffering I feel. I can't feel my knees because of the pain in my whole body.
Isang oras akong umiiyak sa loob ng living room di ako makapunta sa sarili kong kwarto dahil di ako maka tayo.
"Olivia, it's time to eat...anong gusto mong kainin?" Ate Ellen asked me.
"I don't want to eat."
"Hala! hindi pwedeng hindi ka kakain" mahinahong sagot nya.
"I said I don't want to eat! Just leave me alone!" I scream, crying again.
"Shh...sorry sorry wag ka ng umiyak Olivia" she said, wiping my tears using her thumb.
I woke up in my room. I don't know what else happened, I don't even know how I got here.
When I opened my eyes, I saw a letter on my side table.
'eat your food Ms. Olivia. Eatwell :)'
Alam ko na kaagad kung kanino galing yun. Napa buntong hininga nalang ako at pumunta sa cr sa loob ng kwarto ko.
....
When I went out, I took my cell phone and went straight to Facebook.
'99 notification'
From: Maevie
Sis! Your parents are in the news.
Nag send sya ng link at agad kong inopen 'yon.
'Mrs. Jasmine Francisco Acozta and Mr. Edvino Acozta was found not to be an accomplice in the murder of a man in their company.'
There is an ongoing murder of an employee inside our company. That's why it is said that maybe my parents are involved.
But I don't care anymore because I know that if I get involved, I will only get hurt.
I just ate the egg sandwich prepared by ate Ellen and went to the bathroom to take a shower.
Nahirapan akong maligo dahil sa sugat na natamo ko, sobrang hapdi kaya minadali ko ang pagligo ko.
Ate Ellen knocked on the door.
"Olivia"
"Why?"
"Gagamutin ko sugat mo pag buksan mo 'ko" she said softly.
I just opened the door and went back to bed."kamusta sugat mo masakit paba?"
"What do you think?" I said rudely.
"Halata naman."
While she was treating my wound and bruise, my phone suddenly rang. 'mom'
"Why mom?"
[You are grounded!] she shouted on the other line.
"But why?"
[Don't ask to much! Kung ano ang sinabi ko, that's it!]
She quickly ended the call. I sigh heavily. My mommy is not originally like this, she only becomes like this when she is angry or stressed.
"Ayos lang yan Olivia andito ako para sayo" ate Ellen said, and smiled.
"Are you listening to other people's conversations?" i asked ate Ellen.
"Sorry, naririnig ko kasi eh, sorry talaga"
"No it's okay, i'm just asking"
When the treatment was over, I fell asleep immediately.
I felt dizzy, I'm so exhaust!
When I woke up, I just brushed my teeth and went downstairs. My jaw drop when I saw mom and dad at the dinning table.
"You're awake, eat," mommy said.
I just nodded and sat down.
"where do you want to go to high school?" Daddy asked suddenly.
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Wag kayong maguluhan hahahahahaha fast forward po yan sa unang part ay bata pa sya at sa may gitna hanggang last part turning 12 years old na sya nyan.
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