I woke up when my cellphone rang. Alarm. It's already 4:56 p.m. I feel hungry. I got up from lying down and went to the bathroom to wash up. I also combed and tied my hair. After that, I went down to the dining area to eat meryenda.
I was on the stairs when I heard someone calling me.
"Olivia! Tara kain tayo, nag luto si mama ng pancake! Bili!"
"Hoy! ano kaba Maevie wag mo tawagin ng ganyan si Ms. Olivia..." saway ng mama nya sakanya. Ate Vivian.
Ngumiti lang ako at bumaba na. "Okay lang ate, sanay nakong ganyan si Maevie." Sabi ko. Ginantihan nya lang ako ng ngiti at nag handa narin ng plato sa harap ko.
"Olivia ilan kayo sa classroom nyo?" Tanong ni Maevie.
"Hmmm.... I think we're about 30, I'm not sure"
"Kami kasi 43 hehe! binibilang ko mga pumapasok tapos nakikipag kaibigan ako kaya kilala ko na sila lahat, ikaw may kaibigan kana sa mga ka-klase mo?"
I stopped chewing and looked at her.
I just clean my throat. "No one, I'm not good at making friends, Isa pa I'm not friendly. You're the one."Nakita ko Ang pag tataka at pag aalala sa mata ng mag Ina. Everything I said is true. She is my only friend. Even my cousins are not my friends because I don't know any of them. Even once, my parents did not confront me with my relatives. I don't know why. For a long time I wanted to meet my cousins because I was hoping that I would feel love from my blood relatives. And specially from my parents.
Ang drama. After we finished eating, I asked maevie to watch netflix in the living room.
"Olivia ang laki ng bahay nyo no?"
"Hm?" Di ko alam ang isasagot ko.
"Tatlo lang kayo pero bakit ang laki ng bahay nyo?"
"I dont know, my father want it"
Tumango lang sya at di na nag tanong pa. Naka focus nalang sya sa pinapanood namin.
We had just finished watching when we heard a car horn. It's my parents. After a while, mommy entered the room."Good evening my Charlotte" she kiss my cheek.
Good mood si mommy. "Good evening mom"
"Oh you're also here, good eve Maevie...right?" Nag aalanganing sabi ni mommy.
"hehe opo, good evening din po Mrs. Acozta" she greeted back. Nginitian lang sya ni mommy at lumabas na ng room. "Hooooo..." Marvie said while holding her chest. "What?" I asked. "K-kinabahan ako sa nanay mo" I just laughed at her. She looks cute when she's s nervous.
Maevie and I were just talking about something. When she suddenly made jokes. I laughed so much at her, I didn't just laugh at the joke, but at her laugh.
"BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! kengkoy"
Sabi nya habang tawa parin ng tawa hanggang sa di na sya makahinga. Kami pala."Kids let's eat." It's mom.
"Sige una na kayo aantayin ko nalang si mama"
"Okay" I got up and went to the dining room.
When I got there mom and dad were already sitting at the other end of the table. I'm the only one in the middle. We were quiet while we ate. Because that's what dad wants, he doesn't want to be noisy especially at the dinner table.
"Hows your school, Charlotte" Mom broke the long silence around us.
"It's fine, our teachers gave us a schedule and rules." I answer.
"It's better if you have a friend because it will be difficult for you especially if you have activities that require togetherness --" mom said.
"No! She don't need to have friends, Lalo lang syang mapapahamak." said daddy who stopped us.
"Paano pag na bully sya? How can she fight? She can't fight yet! She is still weak." Mom said.
"She can fight!" Dad said. Already irritated.
"She is still weak"
"She can't be weak! I don't like the weak! How can she fight for the company if she's weak!? Don't indulge your child!" Dad said annoyed.
"My poor charlotte.."
"She is not poor, she is not miserable, she can get what she wants. She has everything." Daddy said.
"Be strong Charlotte"
"Yes I will, mom"
"Charlotte remember, you can't be weak, you can't be taken advantage of, you can't lose, you can't fail..." Mariing Sabi ni dad.
I feel so pressure, bata pako para dito masyadong mabilis, masyadong mabilis!
"You are Olivia Charlotte Acozta, you are beautiful, smart, fast, capable, rich, reliable, and more powerful. No one can beat you! remember that." I just nodded to dad.
We finished eating so I went upstairs to change into pajamas. I can't live with an eye bug, mom will be angry, she doesn't want my face to be like that. They don't want me to be touched even by mosquitoes, I'm not allowed to touch them because dad will be angry. I know dad is doing that not because he loves me and protects me, he and mom plan to join me in a famous agency to be a model. That's why they take care of my body.
PERA! masyado silang uhaw sa PERA. Hindi sila mabubuhay ng walang PERA sa paligid nila.9:56 narin. nuong natapos ako sa night routine ko. Kaya naisipan ko ng humiga at mag pahinga na. I just closed my eyes and didn't realize that I fell asleep.
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"𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙘𝙖𝙣'𝙩 𝙙𝙤 𝙖𝙣𝙮𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙧𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩!"
"𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙩𝙝𝙡𝙚𝙨𝙨!"
"𝙨𝙝𝙚 𝙞𝙨 𝙨𝙩𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙬𝙚𝙖𝙠"
No....no.....I'm not weak.
"𝙮𝙤𝙪'𝙧𝙚 𝙨𝙤 𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙩𝙝𝙡𝙚𝙨𝙨!"
No...I'm not worthless
"𝙮𝙤𝙪'𝙧𝙚 𝙪𝙣𝙡𝙪𝙘𝙠𝙮!"
No! I'm not!
Halo Halo na ang mga naririnig ko....Wala nakong maintindihan. Halos bumabalik sakin lahat, halos lahat...Ang gulo, nakakatakot. Bumabalik sakin lahat kung paano nila ako saktan at pahirapan nuong bata pako.
I want to wake up.
I know it's just a dream.
It's just a nightmare.
Move olivia....MOVE!!!
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End of Chapter 3! Enjoy reading STAR's ⭐!
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My Worst Nightmare
General FictionThis is a story about a woman who experienced all the hardship in her whole life, she got abused by her father, stress because of her mother, and trauma because of her own family. She's a loner in school, but when she's already in her high school sh...