Thursday morning.....
I woke up because of the noise of the alarm clock. 5:00 a.m. that I need to stand up to go at school but my body feel so weak. I tried to stand up but I fell down. And when I rocked, I felt intense pain in my body.
Because I couldn't walk, I had to climb back on the bed to sit down. I called ate Vivian and told her to send me food and I won't come in school because of weakness.
After a few minutes, she came up with a tray with only rice and chicken curry and also milk.
"Sigurado kabang di ka papasok?" She asked me.
"Nanghihina po ako."
Kitang kita ko kung paano sya napa hinto. Alam ko kung anong dahilan pero nag kunwari akong hindi ko alam. Sobrang nakakapanibago nga naman at nakaka gulat tong ginawa ko, but I respect her.
"Why?" I asked.
Umiling sya. "W-wala." Tumayo sya at akala ko aalis sya, pero kinuha nya yung first aid kit at lumapit saakin.
"Halika, gagamutin ko yang sugat mo."
Tinitigan ko lang sya ng seryoso, medyo pag tataray pero di ko intensyon yun. Biro biro lang Ganon.
"Bubuhatin paba kita?" She asked.
"Look at me."
Medyo matagal nya bago narealize. Napakamot sya sa ulo nya lumapit saakin.
"Pasensya na, hirap ng tumatanda." Sabi nya sabay tawa.
Napatigil lang sya ng bumukas ang pinto. It's dad.
"are you not going to school?" He asked.
I didn't answer him and he noticed what ate Vivian was doing to me so he just sighed and left.
"he is the reason why I am like this." Wala sa sarili kong sagot.
The whole day passed and Maevie came home from school. She was the one who told our adviser that I couldn't go at school. Almost all of today, friday, saturday, and sunday was just resting because of weakness. My other wounds have calmed down a bit but not all of them yet.
Ilang araw kong di kinikibo si dad dahil sa nangyare. Habang di ako pumapasok ay nakikibalita lang ako sa mga ka-klase ko.
𝘿𝙚𝙖𝙣 𝙕𝙖𝙮𝙖𝙝 𝙍𝙤𝙢𝙞𝙡𝙡𝙞𝙤: papasok ka
sa Monday Olivia?Not sure, why?
𝘿𝙚𝙖𝙣 𝙕𝙖𝙮𝙖𝙝 𝙍𝙤𝙢𝙞𝙡𝙡𝙞𝙤: Di mo pa
kasi nakikila mga teachers natin.Yun lang ba?
𝘿𝙚𝙖𝙣 𝙕𝙖𝙮𝙖𝙝 𝙍𝙤𝙢𝙞𝙡𝙡𝙞𝙤: yes.
𝘿𝙖𝙡𝙝𝙞𝙖 𝙁𝙖𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙈𝙚𝙧𝙘𝙖𝙙𝙤: ilang note
books dadalhin nyo?𝙀𝙧𝙞𝙘𝙠𝙖 𝙎𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙚 𝙈𝙖𝙧𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙚𝙯: 3 lang, kayo?
𝙑𝙞𝙣𝙘𝙚𝙣𝙩 𝙁𝙖𝙡𝙘𝙤𝙣: 3 notebooks, 2 books,
and my self HAHAHAHAHA𝘼𝙣𝙣𝙚 𝙍𝙚𝙮𝙚𝙨: funny ka?
𝘿𝙚𝙖𝙣 𝙕𝙖𝙮𝙖𝙝 𝙍𝙤𝙢𝙞𝙡𝙡𝙞𝙤: nag aaway nnman
kayo, baka maging kayo nyan.𝙅𝙤𝙝𝙣 𝙃𝙖𝙢𝙥𝙧𝙞 𝘾𝙤𝙧𝙩𝙚𝙯: Yun oh HAHAHAHA
𝙑𝙞𝙣𝙘𝙚𝙣𝙩 𝙁𝙖𝙡𝙘𝙤𝙣: crazy 😒
𝘿𝙖𝙡𝙝𝙞𝙖 𝙁𝙖𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙈𝙚𝙧𝙘𝙖𝙙𝙤: shipppp!!
𝙀𝙧𝙞𝙘𝙠𝙖 𝙎𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙚 𝙈𝙖𝙧𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙚𝙯: ayieeeee
𝘼𝙘𝙚 𝘽𝙖𝙧𝙘𝙚: awitttt HAHAHAHA
𝘼𝙣𝙣𝙚 𝙍𝙚𝙮𝙚𝙨: yayks!!
nah! Too young.
𝙀𝙧𝙞𝙘𝙠𝙖 𝙎𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙚 𝙈𝙖𝙧𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙚𝙯: Tama si Olivia
𝘼𝙣𝙣𝙚 𝙍𝙚𝙮𝙚𝙨: agree.
𝙑𝙞𝙣𝙘𝙚𝙣𝙩 𝙁𝙖𝙡𝙘𝙤𝙣: tamaaaa
𝘿𝙚𝙖𝙣 𝙕𝙖𝙮𝙖𝙝 𝙍𝙤𝙢𝙞𝙡𝙡𝙞𝙤: sus nako.
I turned off my cellphone and just lay down. I didn't have the strength to stand up, even if I wanted to take a shower, I couldn't. So I just went back to sleep.
𝙒𝘼𝙍𝙉𝙄𝙉𝙂‼️ 𝙒𝘼𝙍𝙉𝙄𝙉𝙂 ‼️
‼️This part is experiencing violence, if you are sensitive to these things, you can move to the next chapter. From this part to the very end, it's all violence, so please move to the next chapter.‼️
I woke up because of the noise of shouting, the pain in my ears I couldn't move because of the pain in my body. I just covered my ears and closed my eyes.
Pamilyar lahat ng naririnig ko. Puro sigawan, iyakan at.....tunog ng mga sampal at hampas.
May nakikita ako. Sarili ko. Nakikita ko sarili ko?!
Kasama ko si dad. Sa office ng company Yun.Bata pa ako. Naaalala ko to, I was only 5 years old this time.
Dad kicked me. From the door of his office I went to the other wall, with just one kick. He came to me. He lifted me up with his hand holding my neck. I can't breathe, it's hard to breathe.
May sinasabi sya pero di ko marinig. Tanging iyak ko lang ang naririnig ko.
He pointed at me with his index finger, he slapped me on the other cheek. It was loud and I heard the sound from the skin of his hand to my cheek. It hurts, my left cheek is red because of what he did.
He let go of me so suddenly that I fell. He kicked me in the chest. I heard how I screamed in pain and fear. He kicked me several times, I was like an animal who was in arrears with him on how to hurt me.
He held my jaw and said something but i can't hear, I saw myself just nodding and crying.
He grabbed my hair and stood up, dragging me to the front of Cr. He put me in there and pushed me to the corner, he slapped me again, and at the last moment he gave me one but hard punch on the side of the lip.
I heard how I screamed in pain. I see how it bleeds. The time is very fast. Blood, bruises, tears, and sweat. From me, I can't handle it.
I saw how I looked at my own bruises on my body, I also saw how I was.....I lost consciousness.
Everything went dark, I couldn't see anything, I couldn't move, I couldn't hear anything, the silence was deafening. Wait, what's going on?
Suddenly I heard a deafening sound. The pain in the ear, very painful, I want to cover my ear but I can't move. Little by little, the surroundings turned red. Color blood.
This black, which became red around it, became dad's face. He looks like a monster, his face is hideous. If I'm not mistaken, that's his face every time he's mad at me.
Dad's images are fading, onti onti akong nakagalaw, at unti unti ko ding....namulat ang mga mata ko. Tulog ako?
Panaginip?
Bangungot?
Another nightmare!
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My Worst Nightmare
General FictionThis is a story about a woman who experienced all the hardship in her whole life, she got abused by her father, stress because of her mother, and trauma because of her own family. She's a loner in school, but when she's already in her high school sh...