The Roommate | Yeonbin

Twenty-Five

Kangwoo packed a small bag for the weekend and Soobin walked him to the door to bid him a goodbye. Yeonjun hadn't come out of his room.

"Have fun." Soobin said.

"I won't." He looked after him. "It's work remember?"

"Y-Yes of course."

Kangwoo grabbed the back of his head and kissed him. Soobin struggled to keep up with his roughness before he pulled away. He gave him a small smile and waved as he turned to leave.

"I love you Soobin."

"I love you too Kangwoo."

He left and closed the door, Soobin locked it and quickly wiped his mouth off as he went to Yeonjun's door and before he could knock it flung open. He was met with the older males seemingly irritated face.

"Yeonjun–"

He pulled him by his wrist and instead of going to his own room he took him to Soobin's room.

"Wh-what are you doing?"

"I heard you last night. I heard both of you! What the fuck Soobin?"

Soobin started to tear up because he was afraid of this happening in the first place.

"It's not like that hyung I swear." He got down on his knees looking up at him. "I had to. Kangwoo he...he made me do it. He's being weird and I don't know why. Please forgive me Yeonjun don't be mad."

Yeonjun rubbed his face out of frustration before he let out a deep exhale and got down on the floor with him.

"I'm not mad at you, I promise that. I'm mad that...you never enjoy sex with him and he does things like he wants me to hear it."

Soobin hugged him. "I don't enjoy doing it with him or even being with him. I like you hyung, I only think about you when we have sex or else...or else I can't–"

"Aww cute~" he said with a small chuckle and looked at him. "He left marks on you..." his voice drifting as he looked at them.

"I'm sorry–"

"Don't ever apologize for this." He kissed him. "I wanna fuck you on his bed. All over his stuff." He says with cute childlike pout.

Soobin laughed. "Lay down with me."

Yeonjun did and he pulled him into a hug.

"Tell me something...that no one else knows."

"You want to know my deepest and darkest secrets?" He asked with a laugh.

"Maybe. We have sex all the time but I feel like I barely know you. So tell me something."

"...you first."

Soobin laughed and started thinking. "Okay, when I was 14. I had my first kiss with a boy. We were behind the school during Valentine's Day exchanging chocolates. I questioned a lot of things around that age and I didn't know what to call the way I felt about him. I was afraid at first, because I think part of me realized it. I knew my father wouldn't approve of that kind of "lifestyle". Anyways, we exchanged chocolates and he told me how cute I was and I called him sweet and thanked him for being a great friend. Then he just leaned forward and kissed me...he moved away that same week. I never saw him again."

"Do you think about him?"

"All the time. I always hope he's doing well and not living a lie like I did for some time during high school. Dating girls to make it seem like that's how I was...I hope he's happy with someone like I am now."

Yeonjun smiled at him. "You're so cute."

"What about you hyung? Tell me something."

"...I don't know what to say."

"Do you have any first loves?" He asked. "Ahh childhood crushes that left a mark on you?"

Yeonjun did but he didn't want to talk about it.

"No...I've been alone a lot. I've always distanced myself from other people."

"Why?"

"...people lie."

"Were you lied to a lot?"

"I was...I still am being lied to."

"What do you mean?"

Yeonjun sighed and sat up. "Let's not talk about this right now. We have the whole place to ourselves this weekend." He gave him a small smile. "Let's watch a movie together."

Soobin sat up as well. "Hyung you know you can talk to me about anything right? I'm here for you."

"I know Soobin...but not now. Come here." He held his hand out and Soobin got off the bed and interlocked their fingers before pecking his cheek.

They sat on the couch together and watched a movie until Soobin fell asleep. Yeonjun watched him, running his fingers through his hair as he did so. The small smile he had on his face slowly faded away as his thoughts started to get the best of him.

Eventually Soobin woke up and when he did, Yeonjun was standing out on the balcony having a smoke. He rubbed his eyes and walked over knocking on the door. Yeonjun saw him and quickly put the cigarette out and opened the door to step inside.

"You're up."

"Yeah, was I sleep a long time?"

"Only 45 minutes I think. So no."

"I'm sorry."

"Don't be."

Soobin tilted his head a little. "Is everything okay hyung?"

"Yeah I'm fine. Let's do dinner."

"Where?"

"Wooyoung told me about a place that he said we should try out. It's semi-formal."

"Oh, well if he liked it then let's try it."

"Great, go get washed up."

"You wanna go now?" He asked with an eyebrow raised. "It's kinda early for dinner isn't it? Like...really early...because it's only noon."

"We're gonna do other things Binnie."

"Oh okay. I'll be ready in 30 minutes." He walked into his room and Yeonjun just stood there staring at his bedroom door.

His phone vibrated and he took it out of his pocket.

Can't wait to see you tomorrow night?
;)

Yeonjun bit his lip and looked back at the door before texting back.

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And now the problems begin...