IT'S ONLY YOU ( TAEKOOK)

Chapter 20

Umm ...hi,
...yes, I am alive 😶‍🌫️
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The rest of the day after that went usually for Jungkook and soon he found himself in his car, driving to his penthouse but even while driving, his mind was constantly going back to the words that Taehyung uttered while leaving his office ...

' I don't know what he is planning to do now ...god, just give me some rest ...why is he so hell bent on annoying the shit out of me !!! Bloody idiot! '
Jungkook let out a sound of annoyance while thinking this and sped up his car to reach his house sooner ...

On the other hand, Taehyung was still in his office today. He was pondering upon the current situations that were going on in his life and cursing himself for being an asshole...
All the things that he did and said to Jungkook since the day of their marriage was roaming inside his head making him more and more guilty...moreover what his mother and grandpa said that day , about how he had made them feel neglected and left out too just because he had office and work made him feel just like a failure...
A failed son, a failed grandson, a failed brother and now a failed husband too ...
That's what he was feeling ...

It was just so frustrating ... everything he has done, evey wrong decision he has ever made was weighing down upon him and making him feel more disgusted at himself ...
His face lost its golden, glowing hue and was looking pale, his lips chapped, eyes teary , red and a bit swollen, his hair dishevelled due the unusual amount of times he had passed his hands through them, his tie hanging loosely around his neck, his clothes creased up and breathing uneven...

The day the press conference was held, after coming back to his office after the lunch plan, the first thing he did was to fire his secretary and put a restraining order against her making sure that she won't be getting a job at any other place. He made sure that all the things that she did was exposed to every person related to every other industry making it hard for her to get a job even in other fields than fashion ...But that still wasn't enough to calm him down ...that still wasnt enough to silence the chaos going on in his heart ...

He remembered how when in his school days or college days, he used to get frustrated or sad over anything , no matter how small it was , he used to run to his mother and lay on her lap and tell her everything and how she used to slowly massage his head and make him understand if he did anything wrong and give him ways on how to solve it ...
But this all stopped when he suddenly became the CEO of their company...It was so sudden that even his mother was shocked about how her bear has stopped coming to her and when she herself came to him again and again to confront him about this behaviour, when she came to comfort him seeing him working so hard, he avoided her, he always shut her up saying he is busy and does not have time to enjoy anymore ...
But in all this , he forgot that he had a family who were worried for him, who cared for his wellbeing, for his health, for everything related to him ...
In the hunger of becoming a good son to his father and keeping up his father's hard-earned company reputation, he gave up living , he failed to see the miseries on the face of his mother, grandpa and his little brother ...

Now that the realisation about everything came crashing down his feet, he couldn't help but feel immense resentment towards himself.
He knew that he had to make everything right, he had to become the old Taehyung whom everyone loved, he had to be a good son,grandson, elder brother and also a good husband.

He didn't even have the will to go home anymore, he actually didn't know how he would face his family but he had no choice but to return to his mansion.
Sighing out loud, he got up from his chair and dragged his feet to his car before slowly driving to his mansion.

The next day, as jungkook entered his company, his secretary came running to him , almost panting ...

"What happened? Why do you look so tensed?" Jungkook asked seeing the beads of sweat and panicked expression on his secretary's face.