"Nandu are you coming out of this room yourself or do I have to break the damn door. Don't you think it's little too much to cry on death of a TV character. You know that Was just a made up character and not real one right?"
I could hear Manyu whining outside my room, coaxing me to come out of my room but I didn't move even an inch from my bed. They think I am mourning the death of my favorite character from the series..
I couldn't tell them that how I fooled around with my Boss, that happened to be Appa's best friend's Son, catch feelings for him and got attached and left heartbroken. Aiyappa, why didn't I stopped myself from getting involved. Why I offered to sleep with him. Why I agreed for that absurd deal and why the hell I started feeling for him. Why? Why? Why?
It hurts like a bitch. It's been 2 days since I last saw him. Two days since I went to his office. Manik and I were not even in an official relationship but still it hurts too much.
He is been blowing up my phone since past two days. I even saw his car outside my house two three times, I expected him to come in. But guess he didn't wanted to go through my families question saga.
He thinks I have ended ties with him because I believe he slept with Aliya. But that's not true. I know Manik has always been a playboy. He had that image, and he was always upfront about it. But the other thing I know about him is that he isn't a cheater. He made a pact with me, promising me that till I am in his life he will not be sleeping with any other woman.
I trust him enough to know he hasn't broken that. I believe each and every word coming out from his mouth. I knew Aliya framed him. That whore, how could she play with her best friends feeling like that. She has to be blind to not know how much Dhruv is into her. I wanted to slap her hard because of creating misunderstand between two brothers. I hope Dhruv comes around. Manik will be heartbroken if he lose Dhruv too...
Manik, jeez this name is imprinted on my heart and mind. No matter how much I try I can't seem to get away with it. I took this decision because I realized how neck deep I was in this. Seeing Aliya in that bed with Manik, My chest tightened and, I literally felt like getting a heart attack. This much power that man hold over me.
At that moment it was crystal clear that if I stayed any longer with that man, it will be impossible for me to move on from him. As if it's any easy now. But heck I have to do this. Manik might have started liking me a lot more but he will never love me the way I want him to.. It's only better for both of us to forget each other and move on. And it's only possible if we don't see each other anymore.
I have decided, I will quit my job, I know he will never accept my resignation online. So it's better to meet Raj uncle and get out of this. I have to do this, to save myself a heartbreak which will never let me heal again. A pain which will inflict in my chest forever. I am sorry Manik, but our story end here, right at this time.
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2 days, it's been 2 fucking days since I have last seen her, 2 days since I touched her, 2 days since I kissed her and 2 fucking days since I realized how difficult it is to live without talking to her. I can't believe I would say this one day for any girl, but here I am crying for my assistant who was supposed to be just a sex buddy, was now everything but that.
Dhruv is mad at me, I know he should be the first one I have to reach out but instead Nandini is the only one I want to reconcile with right now. I know Dhruv will come around, I will sort it out with him but only after I fix it with Nandini.
I want to be mad at her for trusting Aliya over me but can I blame her? Given my image, it's a miracle she didn't slapped me in right in front of Aliya and walked out before her. Even when she was hurt, she didn't let Aliya have the satisfaction that she destroyed our relationship.
Relationship? Can I really call it that? I was the one telling I don't do all this stuff, then why would she even believe me? But God, I feel terrible without her. I went to her house few times, but couldn't go inside. What would I even tell her parents, I am here for exactly what? Please Nandini, please come back to me.
I know I am An asshole and a monster and Mr. Crazy but I am your asshole, your monster and your Mr. Crazy. I was stupid to not tell you this before, but Nandini Moorthy I have fallen for you hard. I cant start my day without that cup of tea you bring for me.
Meetings are no fun if you are not in front of me trying your best to not doze off right there. Sex is incredible only when it's with you. I don't know how to tell you this but I smile, when I see you smiling. I get upset when I see you upset and I get angry when I see someone in a 1 meter radius with you. I got mad at you for hanging out with Aryaman, not because I don't trust you but I was just scared what if you realized that he is better than me and decided to leave me?
I couldn't bear that thought, it scared me which led to that stupid fight we had. Only if I could do something to erase that moment from our life. If only I wouldn't have been so stupid that day, we wouldn't be here. Its all because of me and now I don't know how to fix this anymore, Nandini please come back... Please come back to me.... Please....
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Yeah yeah I know it's a short update and you guys have waited too long. I apologize for going MIA, but I promise to come up with a long and amazing update real soon.. Nandini promise... till then happy reading all of you and please don't forget to vote and comment❤️❤️❤️
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