Mr. and Miss. Crazy

Chapter 42

"So, your baby's father is Manik Malhotra."

"Yes..."

"And you are not Naina Chaitanya but Nandini Manik Malhotra?"

"Nandini Moorthy..."

"But he said..."

"We are not married yet..."

"Did he abandon you and your child?"

"No, of course not. He didn't even know that I was pregnant. Until..."

"Until he saw you in that hospital, when your child passed away..." I started sobbing again, it's been two days, since I lost my baby girl, two days since we said our goodbyes, two days since I found Manik again and also two days, since he has locked himself inside his resort. refuse to talk to anyone including me.

"Sister, can you please take me again to his place, maybe he will open the door for me..."

"You are trying from two days; I think you should give him some space. All of this is too much for him to handle I guess..."

"Are you also mad at me?"

"I don't know what to think anymore dear. That guy looks madly in love with you, I don't understand why you would do that to him and yourself. Why would you hide all of this from him Nandini, it was his right to know about this child."

I was so stupid, so stupid to not trust him, so stupid to run away. Maybe if I would have told the truth to Manik, this all wouldn't have happened. Maybe Our daughter was still alive. It's all my fault. I am the reason of all the mishappenings in our life. I am the reason that Manik is so distraught.  I held my head in my hands, how could I destroy something so beautiful how could I. Sister Theresa looked at me with pity, she patted my head and then left. 

I again tried to call Manik, but in vain. His cell was still switched off.... I don't even know if he is okay or not. Again, all of this is your fault Nandu, you destroyed everything. Everyone thought Manik would be the reason of my broken heart, if we ever end up alone, it will be solely because of Manik, because he was not a relationship guy. But look at the irony, I am the one who finished everything good. I am the one who destroyed Manik's happiness... Manik who started believing in love, now hates everything because of me.

He will never come back to me, and I will not be able to live with this heartache, I can't.

Stephanie - Where are you going?

I didn't bother to reply and just exit the house in haste. I have to end this, I will never be able to live with this guilt, the only solution is to end myself so be it that. Manik hates me anyways, and so will my parents, when they will get to know, what a disgrace to their family I have been. Abhimanyu, Navya, Cabir, Mukti everyone will hate me, when they will know what I have done. 

I walked hurriedly towards the cliff. I will be united with my daughter there and we both will live happily together in that world. Manik will find someone better, he will be happy here. Yeah, he will find someone, who won't be so foolish and so selfish like me. Someone, who do not take decision in haste, without realizing what could be the consequences. Yes, all of this will end today. Nandini Moorthy will have a, The end today and everyone's life will become better without me.