Vaughn Rei Riego's POV
Pinunasan ko ang labi ko habang bumabalik sa passenger seat. Ross is fixing his pants now.
"Maingay ka pala." I teased which made him a blushing mess.
"I'm craving you for quite long now. Kaya di ko mapigilan."
"You did?"
Tumango, siya habang kumukuha ng wet wipes sa compartment ng dashboard niya.
"You're also good, that's why I can't stop my moans."
"I just did what I wanted them to do on me before."
"Them?"
Biglang kumabog ang dibdib ko ng itanong niya iyon. Ngayun ko lang narealized kung anong ibig sabihin ng sinabi ko.
Kitang kita ko ang pagkawala ng emosyon sa mukha niya.
"B-bal what I mean is... Fuck I'm sorry!" Hindi ko alam saan magsisimulang magpaliwanag dahil kahit saang anggulo alam kong hindi ko na iyon mababago.
"It's fine." Ngumiti siya sa akin. But he's smile didn't even reached his eyes.
He reached out to wipe my lips and chin. Hinihintay kong makasalubong ang mga mata namin pero hindi iyon nangyari.
Nakatuon lang siya sa ginagawa.
"Bal I'm sorry."
"Bakit ka nagso-sorry? It's really fine. Nakaraan mo 'yon kaya tatanggapin ko."
"Pero kahit na, mali parin ang sabihin ko 'yon."
"Okay then. I forgive you." Ginulo niya ang buhok ko saka umayos ng upo. He started the car and drove home.
He's humming a song while driving habang ako ay di mapakali. Nang marating namin ang bahay ko ay akala ko papasok siya at dito matutulog dahil bumaba siya ng sasakyan.
"Hindi ka tutuloy?" I asked when he stopped in front of my door.
"Uuwi ako ngayun. Sleep well lab."
Hinawakan niya ang batok ko sabay halik sa noo ko. I can't help but feeling guilty.
"Mahal kita."
He kissed my cheeks before he turned around para makaalis na.
"Mahal din kita bal, parati."
Ross turned around and hugged me tight. He chuckled softly while swaying us from side to side.
"Pumasok ka na lab. Aalis ako kapag nasara mo na ang pinto."
I did what he said and he indeed left after that.
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Days had passed and Ross' treatment on me doesn't change. He's still sweet, caring and bubbly as always. And it only made me feel guilty even more.
Hindi mawala sa isip ko ang reaction niya nang gabing iyon. 'Yong pagkawala ng emosyon niya at ngiti niyang walang sigla. I know that I can't change my past but if I could turn back time, I'll definitely keep myself for him.
Since that is impossible now. I came up with an idea.
I prepared for this plan for days too. I bought everything I need based on my research and the only thing I have to do is to asked him.
And that is the most awkward part of this plan. I facepalm myself as I inspect my setup for tonight.
Mabuti nalang talaga at mayron akong palusot para maisagawa ang plano.
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