Should I choose?

Chapter Seven

Hello sweeties, what's popping?

**Sexual contents ahead be warned**

Elly's POV

I never thought that Ann would be hurt when I started  pushing her away. I don't want that to keep happening though, that's why I have decided to tell her everything.

"I almost fucked Charlotte." I said slowly meeting Ann's gaze. Her expression was confusing but I didn't mind, she wanted the truth then here it is, " it was on the day that my mother got home." I started explaining. Memories of that day came flooding in my mind making my heart tighten and my mouth dry.

"Okay" she said urging me to continue as she caressed my back soothingly.

"Hey buddy, you good?" my dad announced when he got home. I was at the pool- I like swimming, it has been a hobby that only the closest people to me know- by the time he came home.

"Am good big guy" I said on my way to the living room. I had changed to dry boxers, my dad pulled me into a hug and I noticed a figure behind him.

"Who is she, buddy?" I nodded at the figure. I knew this wasn't the first time I saw that woman but am not sure where I had seen her.

"You don't remember her?" My dad asked casually walking towards the kitchen. I sat at the sofa not bothered with whoever the woman was, maybe my dad's secretary.

"Why don't you say hi to each other Aria?" My dad said before sitting on his sofa. My heart started beating faster at the mention of the name. I started feeling dizzy and lightheaded. I felt suffocated and started chocking. My dad was saying something but I didn't know what it was, it was as if I was in a torture room. Every part of my body ached and I couldn't help crying.

"Son, are you okay- hey Elly look at me- Ellington-" I could hear a faint voice from far. That's when I fell unconscious only to wake up on my dad's lap in my room.

"Hey buddy, how are you feeling?" My dad asked with a sad smile. I could tell that he was crying while I was unconscious.

"I feel like shit" I answered with a weak smile. I was about to sit upright when I saw her again.

"Why is she here?" I could feel the anger and hatred in my voice.

"Elly, she is your mother-

"I have zero relation with that woman Mr Morris, so if you will please ask her to fuck off." I snapped interrupting my dad.

"Elly, I know you are mad at me and-

"You think I am mad, are you sane." I scoffed interrupting her before she could continue her bullshit. She crawled to my bed her eyes wet from tears.

"Am sorry Elly, I'll do anything you tell me to do please." She cried. My dad pulled her into a hug.

"I have something you can do." I said gritting my teeth out of anger habit.

"Anything, I promise" she said with a smile sitting besides me reaching for my hand.

"Okay then, leave us alone and never come back can you do that Mrs Morris." I didn't bother waiting for an answer. I walked out of the house ignoring my dad who kept asking me where I was going.

How could I be okay with her coming back home? She left me the very week she gave birth to me. She left me and my father without a second thought. I lived my entire life thinking that she was dead even though my dad never said anything about her. How come he never hated her? Why was he okay with what she did to us? Where did she get her in the first place? And why were they acting as if they knew everything I didn't know? It's confusing how she just appeared out of nowhere after seventeen year. I hate her! it doesn't matter what the reason was.