Should I choose?

Chapter Thirteen

Hey guys how are you? What's your favorite pet?....

Silas' POV

I was laying on my bed eyes fixed at the ceiling. I don't know how I was feeling right now but I was definitely not okay. I live with Aiden and my younger sister, Mabel. After an incident which made me hate myself more, Aiden thought we needed a place far away from home. I wasn't alone then.

I had Dash.

He was everything that I wanted. He cared about me, he loved me, he cherished every moment of us together but I fucked up. If feels like that's what's I am good at lately.

He hates me now and I don't blame him. I betrayed him and he was willing to forgive me. He wanted us to start over but I kept hurting him thinking that it was the only way to heal.

When I lost Dash, I was miserable. That's when Aiden proposed the idea of moving to Twinkton and I agreed. I left without saying a word to Dash only to find out he was also joining Blue horizon academy through scholarship. Meeting him again felt like destiny and I was so eager to clear up everything but he'd had enough it seems.

I walked into the changing room after practice and saw Dash packing his gym bag. I smiled at him and was about to talk when he walked past me bumping our shoulders. I grabbed his hand in reflex.

"Dash I want to talk to you." I said staring at his cold face. He pulled his hand away throwing his bag in his locker.

"There is nothing to talk about." He stated locking his locker and meeting my gaze. My heart started racing and I hated this kind of reaction. I felt sweat trailing down my spine and I cleared my throat.

"I wanted to apologize." I said slowly my voice betraying me. Tears were threatening to fall and I just wanted to walk away. But not today!

"For what?" He asked pocketing his hands.

"For everything I did to you and-"

"Sil," he interrupted me. I felt butterflies doing some weird dance in my stomach, it's always the way he calls my name that makes my entire being react."you did what you thought was best and nothing is wrong with that. Can we pretend that nothing ever happened between us and live life without caring what the other do, okay?" He continued.

I couldn't hold back any longer, I'd have known he would get tired of me.

"Yeah, am sorry." I said sobbing hard and more tears flowing down my cheeks.

"Sorry, I am human too Sil. You pushed me away every chance you got. You blocked me from your life like I didn't exist. I have a heart too you know, and I can feel." He said pulling me into a hug that lasted a few seconds before he walked away leaving me by myself.

I accepted the fact that I couldn't change anything between Dash and I. I tried my best to stay aways from him and blocked every emotion that had to do with him.

That's when I met Elly.

The boy was not tall about 5'5, his features were almost too perfect, like a statue come to life. High cheekbones framed his face, leading to a strong yet delicate jawline. His eyes, a striking shade of brown, seemed to hold the secrets of the untold, and his lashes were so long they cast shadows on his cheeks. His hair, a cascade of dark waves, fell effortlessly around his face, accentuating his flawless skin. When he smiled, it was as if the room lit up, his charm and grace radiating an effortless allure that drew everyone in.

I remember the day I accidentally bumped into him. I was so caught up on how pretty he was that I forgot how to apologize. He didn't seem to care though and I thought that
he is mean richy since rumors had it that he was so rich he had ten islands under his name. I can't argue more though, after what I saw to be his home...am mute. Then I found out that he drives past our house on his way to school.