Should I choose?

Chapter Eighteen

Hello guys how have you been?....

Warning: Use of offensive words and harassments

Mike's POV

The entire day has been weird. Otto looks like he is about to strangle someone every now and again, Elly looks like he wants to hide, Ann and Silas are way too weird into their couple thingy and Alex is avoiding me like am some kind of disease. I don't know what happened at the party the other day but whatever it was I think I need to apologize to him.

I can survive everything but not a day without Alex. Okay maybe that was too much but hey, I like him. He is literally the only person I think of, the only person I want to talk to forever, the only person I wanna see smiling nonstop.

I have feelings for my best friend.

Yep as cliche as it sounds, it's true. I don't know how I figured it out but I like Alex. I am obsessed with his smile, his eyes, his abs, his hair, his lips, his jokes, everything.

Oh no! I've never told him that. I can't risk losing him forever.

Living with a mother who's a guy taught me just how much people can be cruel. Everyone thinks my mom and I are freaks and that we should burn in hell. My mom adopted me from some shitty orphanage when I was 7. She loves me dearly and I forever will be grateful to her.

"You are zoning out again Mike." Otto said sitting next to me on the sofa spreading his legs. We were now at Ann's watching a series I don't know.

"Don't you feel like they are pretending." I asked him nodding towards Silas and Ann's direction. Ann was spread on a sofa while Silas sat on the floor infront of her his head resting on her stomach.

"I had the same feeling a while ago but why the fuck'd they do that?" Otto asked sipping his juice and placing his cup back at the table.

"Dunno, I thought that was coffee." I said checking his glass again.

"That's the goal." He said grinning. He made himself comfortable and closed his eyes clearly not interested in the series.

I checked the living room where we were in. Ann was rich that's not a lie. Her father was the commissioner of the marine force while her mother was a fashion diva. She lived by herself in a penthouse and her parents visits her at times. I never thought that I'd one day sit next to her and Elly let alone being friends with them. Elly has been the protective brother I never had while Ann the lovely sister.

I remember how bad highschool life used to be before I met them, with Ben allover the place.

"Hey fag, looking for a dick?" Mathieu asked stepping into the washroom with Ben and Jerry. Ben smirked and placed a hand on Jerry and my stomach twisted.

"Shouldn't you be using the girls washrooms little fairy?" Ben asked walking towards me. I flinched taking a step after the other backwards till i hit the wall.

"I am not a girl." I retorted. Ben rolled his eyes while Jerry and Mathieu snickered. Well I kind of heard Jerry scoff but whatever.

"Are you sure, why don't you prove it to us dyke." Ben said with a hint of a smirk. My heart picked up its pace, thudding against my ribs like it was trying to escape.

He forcefully grabbed my pants and started to unbuckle mu belt. I tried to fight him but it was a losing battle. Mathieu helped him yank my pants down leaving me on my briefs. He took a step closer, Mathieu still holding my hands. He drugged down my briefs slowly almost exposing my member. He paused and smirked before staring at me. I felt my throat tighten, a familiar burn behind my eyes. Not here, not now, I told myself.