Hidden shadows [Milex/mclennon]

Fuck you! Macca

"I didn't mean to be so dry with him, I was just overwhelmed and all I kept thinking on the drive here was if I am really his son right, what does that mean? Does he want to be in my life? and try to be my parent...For 22 I've only known one mother, who am I suppose to have a mother son relationship with? Pauline or Paul?"

Miles has found himself sitting on Alex's couch once again, confused out of his mind,  with his elbows on his knees and face on his hands.

"Miles I'm pretty sure Paul isn't looking to replace your mom or ask you to forget about her, but yes i think he wants to build some sort of relationship with you, maybe not mother-son relationship just yet but it's pretty clear he wants to be in your life but is that so bad though?"

Shrugging Miles turns to him, " I don't know, I mean to my mind he's just a stranger but yet when he was telling me everything and I was holding his hand I felt this tender warmth feeling in my heart... Maybe I can learn to care for him, but at the same time I feel like if I do open up to him and give him that time of day that I would be replacing my mum in some way."

Chuckling in amusement Alex gentle grabs Miles chin and makes him look into his eyes, " Love, if theirs one thing I know is that love is infinite you can always make more when you need it and just because you're trying to give some to somebody else doesn't mean you'll take any way from Pauline." Hums and gently pulls miles face so their foreheads touch.

He's right, of course he's right he's Alexander the Great as he likes to call him from time to time... if Paul really is his birth mother then he  can open his heart little by little to him, at the end of the day he didn't give him up for lack of love, he loved him with all his heart but life tore them apart but destiny is bringing them back together.

" I think I have new song bubbling inside me."

"Of course you do my love, I wouldn't doubt it one bit... I mean the last time you had a song inspiration was during sex from a squirty cream can.."

" what? can you blame me, music is what keeps me going, it runs in my veins... apparently having 2 musically inclined parents have that affect on you."

Alex still can't believe what Miles told him not only was Paul McCartney his mother but John Lennon his father!!! What kind of alternative universe are they living in where their musical heroes are family.

" So John Lennon huh? From what I read him and Paul had a fallout and haven't spoken since... did Paul tell you why?" Miles shook his head. " Do you want John to be in your life? I know Paul said he doesn't know about your existence but would you want to tell him?"

" I mean in his defense he was as much as a victim as Paul was of his father's. He's been in the dark for the past 22 years, he didn't leave us. So why not give him the benefit of the doubt too... but how can I reach him... what do I say?... Hello Mr. Lennon, you don't know me but I am your biological son, Paul McCartney gave birth to me and was taken away by his knob head father."

Eyes widening Alex turns to Miles " Oh my god Paul McCartney and John Lennon are my in-laws." Hyperventilating Alex started to feel faint, oh god the Beatles were such an influence in his musical journey and with a twist of the universe the love of his life is their son... he fell in love with a beatle baby... oh god who turned on the heat.

" You ok puppet? Breathe love."

" Y-You're a beatle baby."

Chuckling Miles nods " I guess I am."

***&***

" Fuck you Macca!"

" John keep your voice down I beg of you, sit down please. I can explain but you have to calm down first." With begging eyes Paul grabs John's wrist, tries to pull him down but John was just so infuriated that he forcefully yanked his arm from Paul's grip.