Chapter 7:
Decisions
I took some time to regain my consciousness. It was dark, but I knew I was still alive. I knew I was in my own mind. More like I was in Blurryface's mind. I felt like I was just a single matchstick and traveling through the darkness. I was the only light source there. I looked next to me and found a ukulele. I picked it up and stood up feeling a bit dizzy. I looked behind me and saw my wings weren't there I sighed and began to strum while walking around. I knew wherever I was going it seemed to be hopeless, but I couldn't give up. Instead I began to create lyrics. "You're the judge, oh no. Set me free" I sang. "I know my souls freezing, Hell's hot for good reason, so please" I pleaded. "Take me" I sang and I stopped strumming because I can across four passageways that all had 4 light bulbs on top. Three lights are lit but the fourth one's out. I had to choose a route that could get me out, instead I sat and thought about which would be the right way. It could be a trap if I chose the way where it's lit up but it could be completely opposite, but something seems so peculiar about the fourth passageway that had no light above it. I stood up and took the route that seemed to be headed south, but I knew that I was no good with directions and I was gonna end up lost.
"Why do you think you'll get out?" It asked me. I decided it was wise to ignore it "Face it. You constantly hide around people and prefer to stay quiet. You're a pro at imperfections and you're best friends with your doubt" I heard it say clear and loud. I stopped to look around and I thought "Wow I probably should've sticked to the paths that had lights on it. I fell to the ground and heard the sound of my ukulele crashing. Just like my life. I was too stupid. I always am too stupid and that's what I hate about who I am. Nobody can trust me with simple tasks because I always find a way to somehow mess it up. "Foolish mortal. You'll never get out of here alive. You're disappearing and soon you'll disappear out of existence. Just look at your fading hands" It chuckled I looked to my hands and saw that they weren't white anymore and they're disappearing with the darkness. Then I thought that I could give up. I could give up now and end all this misery, but something stopped me from giving up. It stayed stuck in my mind "I will get out of here alive because you're not the judge of me!" I yelled "I will be free! Because Cherry and Jerry both believe in me" I stood up and began to run. Feeling the happiness back. The light came back in the room and I now know that I did take the right path "Cherry and Jerry!" I exclaimed. I stopped and took my time to calm down. I looked at my hands to see that they did not disappear and they just turned darker. I looked behind to my back to see if the same thing to my wings but I felt mixed emotions about it. The nice thing about it is that they were there and I could fly again but what I realize is that I feel that I still have no freedom my wings were still black and it were as if Blurryface now took over my wings but I couldn't let that happen. I decided to walk around more to find a possible way to get out and hope that I don't lose every memory that I have of Cherry and Jerry
-Authors Note-
Hi! I'm just here to say that I am in Europe and I'm in France now and I'm gonna be in Disneyland! Just saying but yeah I could've published this earlier but I didn't because the wifi at the hotel I stayed in Amsterdam wasn't really strong so I couldn't do anything about it
Also this chapter is based on The Judge by Twenty One Pilots
Hopefully I'll publish more chapters as soon as possible
For now bye ❤️
XO Latifa
